Hello
fetishers! In my earlier posts, I have mentioned about how my fetish evolved in
a decade describing each year in specific and how I wanted it to be in the new
decade. This time, I am sharing some of my fetish experiences with real people
and not with celebrities as you have been hearing that a lot. Like last time,
this time also I will tell my fetish experiences with real life people in
detail, that too, chronological order.
Starting
from 2010; the year I discovered my fetish, not that I knew what it’s called
but that was the budding process of the fetish where I watched haircut videos
and photos secretly and didn’t really look for any in real life though I
noticed two or three already. It was in 2011, I decided to look for victims in
real.
A)The Beginning:
· A
Friend
- She
was my childhood friend and we kind of grew up together though we weren’t that
close but were in the same neighbourhood and were there in parties and other
occasions. It was in 2011, I noticed her hair which was long till her waist and
that was enough for me. Once during a programme, she was sitting next to me as
there was no place and the seats had to be filled in the front. She was sitting
so close that I could feel her hair which was open and I could feel a handful
in my arm as some were in the front and hanging at the arm and the rest at the
back. I couldn’t resist it when I felt her hair that I tried cutting it with my
fingers. But it wouldn’t cut because it wasn’t scissors. This was probably the
closest experience where I could play with her hair. And after that, whenever
she’s around or see her, I walk past her to feel her hair if it is open. In
2012, I noticed that she reduced her hair length by trimming and that upsetted
me because I wanted to cut her hair. However, through the course of years, she
reduced her hair length and I gradually lost interest in her hair. By 2015, her
hair is till her shoulders, even today.
· A
Friend’s Sister:
- She
is older than me and is a friend’s sister (not the one mentioned above) She was
very thin and fair and had really long and silky hair till her waist. She’s
studying out of station and used to come to town only during vacation and
that’s the time I get to see her during the meetings and programmes of the neighbourhood
community. I did get to feel her hair at times and even thought of getting into
her house when no one’s home and cutting her hair and also doing some naughty
stuff. (which is practically impossible but the stupid and unrealistic thinking
of a 15 year old then wouldn’t realise) I carried a scissors, a razor and
cycled all the way to her house which was a long way. My heart was beating on
the way as I was getting closer. But then, I stopped mid-way and returned back
thinking I would do it some other way. That someday is never going to happen
and the next day, I saw that she has cut her hair a little above the waist and
was leaving the other way. This happened in 2012, and through the course of
time, I didn’t see her much and the last time I saw her was in 2016 and her
hair was till shoulders and I lose interest in her then though I tried adding
her but she blocked me. Bitch!
· A
Neighbour’s Relative
- Like
I said before, it was in 2011, that I decided to step out to get some hair, I
got my first treat in the beginning of the year. It was when I attended a
birthday party of a neighbour’s son where there were only the children from our
community and the relatives of the neighbour present for the party. There
weren’t really people of my age then so I have to join the kids or remain left
out. The relatives were two couples; one an older and the other newly married.
While I was looking for any hair to touch and feel and expected that friend
whom I mentioned in the beginning but didn’t come sadly and so have to deal
with the younger ones who didn’t have hair growing, it was the young couple that
caught my attention, especially the lady. It doesn’t matter how she looks but
what matters is how long her hair is. Even in real life, I have also seen hair
till waist and that was long for me. But that was the first time, I saw even
longer hair. The young lady’s hair was touching her hips and it was so long
that she put a clip. I loved it but couldn’t go near because she was with her
husband and the remaining adults, while I was with the children. I knew I
wouldn’t see her again as they stay far.
However,
few months later, the couple came for a programme in our community
neighbourhood as it was the weekend and I had already forgotten about her then.
I was in charge to take the names of the entire audience for a lucky draw and
that’s when I spoke to her and her husband but didn’t see her hair then as I
didn’t look for it.
After
the programme, while people were leaving and they were waiting and I finally
got to see her really long hair that touched her hips, and during the hustle
and bustle, I walked past and felt her hair. Ah! What a wonderful feeling. If
her hair wasn’t tied with a clip, I would’ve felt even more. But I liked it. I
loved her hair so much that I even draw a comic strip of me cutting her hair
and tried to dream about it. Through the course of the years, I have seen her
and her husband occasionally, whenever there is any event or a birthday of the
neighbour and I don’t miss touching her hair. They have a son now. As of 2016,
her hair is still long, maybe the volume is gone and that was the last time, I
saw her. I couldn’t see any of her pics as she isn’t my Facebook friend. Case
Closed!
· That
woman in the community neighbourhood
- Those
who have been following my stories would know this woman I am talking about. It
was in 2010 that I saw her for the first time; a newly married couple who
joined our community then. Her hair was long till her waist but I didn’t make a
move then. It was in 2011 that I made the first move in touching her hair as I
was in full mode and her hair has grown longer then. I loved it the first time
I felt it and wanted to feel again and so I walked past secretly in a way that
no one doubts and felt her hair. It felt so soft.
The
next time at another programme, she was there again and I wanted to feel that
hair again. I walked towards slowly without getting noticed by her and passed
by her feeling her long hair. Wow! It was wonderful. I wanted more! I turned to
make my second move. I walked towards her slowly. She looked at me but I kept
walking at a slow pace, acting as if nothing happened. And even before I could
touch her hair, she quickly turned to the other side. Shit! Why did she turn
the side when I was about to feel it? I decided to make one more attempt. I
walked towards her slowly without looking at her so that I can pass behind her
and feel her hair and when I was close to feel her hair, she turned the other
side quickly. I walked a little away from her and turned to her. She was
looking at me. Then I realised that she has understood my craze now I can’t
even stand near her or else I will be in trouble. Because my father is also a
coordinator among all in our neighbourhood and if things go wrong I am doomed.
I can only watch her hair from a distance and I crave for it badly. From then,
on I distance myself from her that too consciously so that she knows I am
scared of her. (Yes, I was then.) But I didn’t lose an opportunity to feel her
hair on a situational basis and not through my move as the latter can get me in
trouble. She has two sons as of now, and I do see her and her husband with whom
I have interacted a lot and is also my Facebook friend. Maybe through his
account, I can see her photos and her hair. As of now, her hair mid back and
still in good quality.
P.S.:
I have written a story based on this particular victim which is fictional. You
can check it out. It’s called: ‘The Only Chance.’
B) SCHOOL
It
was in school mainly that I explored more into fetish and I was so daring that
my actions could’ve gotten me in trouble. I was looking for teachers and their
hair. I have been eyeing on their hairs even before my fetish as I had
obsession over the hairstyles; be it open, centre clip, tied or braid. It was
in 2011 that I desired to cut the teacher’s hair. But how?
· Teacher
in bus:
- I
have known her since the time I joined the particular school and she has taught
me till 2011. She doesn’t have long hair but it was below mid back and looked
good. She tied her hair with a clip and that was the usual hairstyle she
maintained in school. In the bus, girls sit in the front and the guys at the
back and the teachers were in between as a border between boys and girls. To
fulfil my fetish, I sat with the young boys of lower grade right behind where
the teachers were sitting. This happened on the way back from school as it
couldn’t happen in the morning. Luckily, there were guys close to my age group
sitting nearby to interact so that no one would doubt. I was carrying a small
pair of scissors and some crumpled paper to show others that I am trying to do
some paper cutting design wherein fact it was to cut the teacher’s hair. You
think you can cut a chunk of hair with those small scissors but you are lucky
if you could cut even a bit. Since her hair was at the back, I could try
snipping and managed to snip some strands. There were times where she put her
hair in the front and I couldn’t get any. Whenever I snipped a strand, she
turned back and I looked away as if nothing happened. The boy sitting next to
me noticed me with the scissors and am not sure if he saw me snipping. The same
thing happened the other day where another boy saw me with the scissors and
when I snipped a strand, the teacher turned back annoyed and I looked away.
Later, I noticed that she had gotten a trim and I lost interest in that. That
year, I have gone for her tuitions where she is in open hair and there are hair
strands everywhere, even on the table. I collected few of them and snipped them
at home in the bathroom.
· A
Second Language Teacher:
- She
has never taught but I knew her as she was also the supervisor of primary
grades. It was in 2011, she began teaching second language for our class though
my language was different. And because the students were less, both boys and
girls were taught in the same class otherwise it was separate. And she taught
in my classroom. I have known her since I joined the school. Her head is
usually covered but her long braid is visible to be touched and played and even
cut. Once I discovered my fetish, I have noted that braid as she was also in
the list and luckily for me, she teaches our class if not me.
My
language class in a different classroom and after class, we go back to our
respective class and wait at the door, and we could only get in after the girls
and the teacher left. So the teacher stood at the door and left only after the
girls had exited. Well I didn’t want the girls but the teacher’s hair. But the
situation varies. Either she stands at the door waiting for the girls to leave
or let the girls leave on their own. And then she leaves the class. The former
happened little later, and we have to stand at the door side waiting for them
to leave and we enter while the teacher leaves. I tried to touch her hair while
passing by but it failed initially. But when I managed to feel it, I kind of
liked but I wasn’t satisfied because her hair was braided and I could only feel
a bit of it.
So
I decided to actually hold it which was very risky as it has to happen in a
matter of seconds. Once, after class, we waited for the girls to leave and
entered the class while the teacher slowly exited. When I was close to her, I
held the tip of her braid and could feel it in my hand. I almost touched her
butt but it was close. The other day, I tried to do the same while she exited
the class and I entered, instead of holding it, I lifted the braid and tossed
it above. I am not sure if she felt it but my classmate saw that and laughed.
Shit! Well I didn’t mind him seeing it but still I didn’t want anyone to know.
I
even tried cutting her hair in bits especially during the time, she stood at the
door waiting the girls leave and I was right behind her as we had to stand in
line. The only reason why I was in the front was for her braid and I had my
scissors in pocket ready. When she stepped at the door side, showing her back
to us, I tried cutting little bit of her hair but didn’t see any hair falling
off. Maybe I should have held some and cut it rather than letting scissors
through it. Cutting Failed! If I thought well and did it properly, I would have
been lucky to cut little more than just a strand of hair. And it was also very
risky as someone might see you doing it.
She
didn’t stand at the door all the time for the girls to pass before leaving and
not all the time, her hair was in a braid. She also used to wear in a bun which
I couldn’t see as her head was covered with a shawl. So whenever her hair was
in a braid and also stood at the door of my class, I did touch her hair and
also tried cutting which failed. But I have tried to touch and feel her hair on
various other occasions in school while in braid.
My
adventures with her hair last only for a year and I was forced to shift school
due to a disciplinary action and that involved this teacher as it was an
attempt to cut her hair. Case closed! She’s gone and was never seen ever.
It
was only in her case, I had this immense courage and risked it all but when it
failed, and I no longer had the courage of doing what I used to do back then
anywhere at the present.
· Two
Other Teachers Of The Same School
- These
teachers have never taught but have been invigilators during exams. One of the
teachers have been there since I joined that school and was at the Girls’
Section and the other joined a year before and was in the Boys’ Section. So
while I was eyeing on the supervisor’s braid, these two teachers were also in
my notice. Both the teachers had their hair till the waist but it was the
teacher at the girls’ section whose hair was longer, probably because of the
height. Both of them, usually left their hair open, with a small clip in the
centre which was a delight to watch. Very rarely they tied their hair with a
band or a clip and that didn’t look good to me. Because I don’t see much of
her, I try to get a glimpse of her hair after class while everyone’s getting on
the buses. And because the teachers are supposed to board after the students, I
waited till that the teacher and I walk past behind her and run off after
feeling her hair and it was minimal. If she was in our Section, would’ve felt
her hair more.
Now
in case of the teacher in the Boys Section, it’s the same as with the other
teacher where I try to touch and feel her hair during break or after class
while everyone’s leaving. That’s all!
· A
New Teacher in the neighbouring Class (New School)
- Her
class was right next to ours and she joined that year. Her hair was long and
that was the only hair that appealed to me while I was looking for victims in
the new school and none of them appealed to me. Her hair was till her waist
which was quite long and looked good. Because she didn’t teach us, the only
time I get a glimpse is after class while the students are leaving. And the
teachers leave after their class has left. That is the time, I get to touch and
feel her hair and there are times I missed it when I wanted to touch and I
think she knew it because I have noticed her looking at me after I felt her
hair.
I
have also tried my luck in putting chewing gum in her hair and also carried
scissors during class parties to secretly snip some. But there wasn’t a
situation where she was in the class or anywhere near her whenever I brought
chewing gum and scissors. I wasn’t that daring as I used to be then. Maybe it
was all gone after I changed the school. If you ask me today, I wouldn’t really
have the guts that I had ten years ago but that doesn’t mean I wouldn’t try.
The
adventures with that teacher didn’t last long and she wasn’t seen anywhere. And
in 2016, I saw her with her hair at mid back. I tried to stalk her on Facebook
but there wasn’t any pictures of her long hair or even showing a bit of it. Ma’am,
I loved your hair.
· My
Crush in School:
- It
was in 2013, I first saw her; but I didn’t have a crush on her because of her
hair which was secondary. But I must say, she has got the best hair among all
the girls in her class; it was long and wavy till her waist and she usually
tied her hair. The only time I could see her was during Computer Class where
guys and girls who opted for the subject were taught together. I haven’t really
talked to her but did feel her hair which was unintentional as I didn’t eye on
her on fetish basis.
Usually,
when I see long hair, I have a tendency or an ardent desire to cut it short.
But not in case of her hair and I didn’t know why. Probably because I had a
crush on her, or maybe it didn’t look long because of her height but her hair
was really beautiful and whenever I have felt it, it was so soft and felt so
nice. Having said that, I didn’t walk past her or went beside her to feel her
hair. It all happened naturally and it was beautiful.
It
all lasted only for a year, as she changed school and things were dull in 2014.
We aren’t really in touch because we have never talked and that was the last time
I saw her. However, I did stalk her in Facebook for a little while, and noticed
that she was straightened her hair and even coloured it. Well, that chapter was
closed!
· Two
Unknown Teachers:
- These
two teachers have never taught me and have only been there as invigilators
during exams. The teachers in the last two years of school weren’t that fun and
exciting (in terms of hair) and that is why mentioning those two together. One
of them had hair till shoulder which has grown till mid back in the last year
and that’s why I decided to eye on her hair. Because she clipped her hair
mostly, it wasn’t easy to touch and feel. But I tried to touch and feel it
however possible, be it during breaks or while leaving after school. When I
tried making a plan to get her hair, she cut her hair till shoulders and so I
let go off it.
- In
case of the other teacher, she was short and brown, and her hair was till her
waist which looked good and I couldn’t really interact with her as she was a
junior teacher. But there are times I tried to get a chewing gum stuck in her
hair and almost had a chance to do so without any obstacles in front as it was
only me and her while leaving but I couldn’t do it when I could’ve easily
thrown it and it will be stuck there. Damn it!
My
fetish experiences with the teachers there weren’t that great or exciting
compared to the previous school probably because I lost the guts that I had
then. And because I wasn’t daring enough. School ended on that note.
c) College
In
school, it was the teachers and not the girl students as they were in the
different block and there are certain restrictions but in college, it was the
other way round. It was in college that I got to feel more of girls’ hair and
not the teachers probably because most of the teachers who taught us then were
male and the less number of female teachers that taught us; they didn’t have
long hair or it wasn’t tempting enough. But I somehow made good use of the
opportunities I had in touching and feeling girls’ hair. It isn’t that I
touched random girls’ hair but classmates, friends, and acquaintances. Because
we were all open, I utilised the opportunity to touch and feel their hair or
even pull it for more and even remove the clips. It was quite fun. I didn’t
make it obvious with my actions but maybe once in a while I did touch and feel
the hair. I have got the chance to feel the hairs of almost every girls in my
class where some were situational and the other were intentional. Now I am
mentioning my specific encounters with specific victims in college, that in
chronological order.
· My
Classmate:
- She
was probably the only one in class who’s got the best figure and the hair. Her
hair is still her waist and it looked really nice that you couldn’t take your
hands off it. In the beginning, it was she who interacted with all and almost
had a group and I was also in it. I never had a crush on her and wanted only
her hair which wasn’t easy. I thought since they are all open-minded, maybe I
could ask her in secret about wanting her hair and we almost went for a date.
But the sad thing was, because she was studious, she prioritised that a lot,
and the worst of all, she has a boyfriend; which was also fine but then the
classes, assignments and all kept everyone occupied. However, I didn’t shy away
from touching and feeling her hair on various occasions and pulled it and even
removed the clip from her hair. All I did for fun and satisfaction which nobody
knows as they all thought it was playful. I didn’t do it frequently through the
course of college, mainly in the first years, whereas in the remaining it was
touching and feeling. I even asked about her hair and haircut in relation to a
college play which I have mentioned in my post on ‘Admin’s Hair Experience.’ It
was fun though I didn’t get any cutting results.
· My
Junior:
- She
was my junior and joined college when I was in the final year. She was short
and cute and fair enough. The first time I saw her, she acted like a doll
introducing herself and asking about me. Her hair was in a bun when I first saw
her and didn’t really think of the length or anything about hair then. Because
I just said ‘Hi’ and that’s it. She was too friendly with everyone and always
hugs whenever we around anywhere, even outside college. Once, while returning
after college, I saw her with some of her classmates and it was the first time,
she didn’t wear her hair in the bun. It was braided. Or maybe she used to braid
her hair and then wear it in a bun. It was long till her waist which didn’t
look long to me probably because of her height. I didn’t like the braid
initially and while hugging I got to feel it. The other day, her hair was in a
pony and when we greeted with a hug again, I could feel her hair and slid my
hands to feel it. So soft it was! I thought of considering her hair and tried
getting closer to her as she was warm and friendly with her seniors. But I
didn’t get to feel her hair frequently or even playfully pull it like I did
with my classmates as she was also hot-headed. But whenever, we see each other,
she always stepped forward with a warm hug and I get to feel her hair if it was
open. Once, she had left her hair open after she washed it and when she hugged
me, I felt the softness and slid my hands and not more to avoid any sort of
discomfort. But that’s all, I have known her only for a year in college and
have also seen her outside during the internship. When I tried to get close to
her during college, she turned out to be annoying and that prevented me from
going further. This is what happened with most of my victims in college,
whenever I tried to get friendly with someone in order to get their hair, it is
their attitude that makes me withdraw from them. Damn it! That was all about
this junior. I could’ve seen her in social media flaunting her long hair but
she doesn’t use social media at all, except for WhatsApp but she doesn’t upload
her photos. I have seen her photos with the other juniors in social media and
nothing more. Sigh!
So
these were the only specific victims I have eyed on in college. But that
doesn’t mean I didn’t see anyone else. There were many long haired girls in college,
like really long and couldn’t approach them randomly as most of them were with
boys but I have got to touch and feel many hairs even though I wish I could’ve
cut some. College should’ve been more exciting but it just didn’t. I even found
a salon academy to learn haircutting but the time constraint and money didn’t
allow and that failed miserably and all I could do was watch the videos and
stories and nothing else.
d) AFTER COLLEGE (till
present):
After
college, I did an internship for a year and thought of trying my luck in there.
But there weren’t any girls and I was staying far away from college so I
couldn’t see anyone from college. But I did have specific encounters as read in
stories of one’s fetish and attraction towards their relative or friend or
relative’s friend or vice versa. I still couldn’t figure out how they did
execute their desire. So the encounters during this phase were minimal in
specific.
· My
Roommate’s Girlfriend:
- She
was my roommate’s classmate and they were like close friends. I met her for the
first time when my roommate brought her to my place and at that time, I didn’t
notice the length probably because it was in a bun. But she just came and went.
When
she came a second time on a weekend, that’s when I noticed her hair length
which was till her waist. So yes, the long hair attracted me but I have to go
smooth and slow because she is my roommate’s friend. They included me in their
talks and I thought of using that as a chance to get closer to her and her
hair. Through the conversations, I discovered that both are highly sexual in
nature as I could hear from their talking, the words they use. Therefore, I
thought why not a sexual head shave do for her, or at least a haircut. She
might enjoy it and I only want her hair and nothing else.
But
all the hopes were shattered because my roommate’s classmate has become his
girlfriend and that has become a little difficult for me. I cutting his
classmate’s hair was fine, but me cutting his girlfriend’s hair is definitely
not fine. Now because they are in a relationship, he brings her more often to
home. Well I got closer to her now than before, all because of her boyfriend
also roommate. But I can’t approach her the way I wanted to. However, I
wouldn’t stop from touching and feeling her hair whenever possible without
making it obvious.
I
never saw them after I shifted and last year end, I saw that she has cut her
hair till mid back as she had hair fall problems and the volume was losing.
Anyways, that chapter is closed.
· My
Friend’s Aunt:
- The
first time I saw her was in college but didn’t interact. She is a working woman
in her mid-thirties and was also a coach in fitness which is why she looked
good. But I didn’t really pay heed to her. Three years after college, I was
doing internship in the same city and my friend was still there.
Once
while I was going through Facebook, I came across his aunt’s profile in the
Friends Suggestions. Usually, I scroll down because even if I know her, I can’t
add her simply. But this time, I stopped.
That’s
when it caught my attention, her profile picture. That very moment I opened her
profile and surfed through it carefully without liking anything or tapping the
request button. What was that thing that suddenly got my attention of her which
I didn’t get in the past three years? Yes, it was her hair. Her hair is long.
Something she never got in the last three years. The first time I saw her, her
hair was till her shoulders but now, it has grown till her waist and I couldn’t
help it. I looked for more pictures of her with long hair and I liked it. (Not
the FB likes)
It
isn’t that great quality of hair but just nice and now that she had long hair I
couldn’t help it. But she is my best friend’s Aunt and I can’t send her request
or follow her at this moment as it can get doubtful for them. If I had followed
her long back, would have been safe but now, it can create suspicion. It feels
really nice to see short hair growing long than long hair going short. I have
met her only once recently when she had long hair and only said a Hi. I can’t
tell my friend about my fetish and if I say so, he will figure out that I am eyeing
on his Aunt’s long hair. That was the only time we met. Now I have left the
city after the internship. I don’t think we are going to meet again and nothing
has formed further out of my interest I had which was short lived. But I do
check out pictures of her long hair as I couldn’t help it. Nothing else! Only
her hair. I don’t know what’s gonna happen.
· The
Receptionist at my Diploma Institute:
- She
is the latest victim as of now and is a receptionist at an institute where I am
doing a diploma course to keep me engaged during this tough times. There
weren’t much students because of the current covid situation. When I was at a
place hoping for long hair girls, I could only see guys with long hair instead.
There were some of the guys with long hair (as in only till shoulders) and I
didn’t want that or enjoy that at all. I wanted to see girls with long hair, if
not long at least tempting. And the two girls had hair till their shoulders and
it wasn’t that attractive. The teachers were male; the administrative staffs
were male, no, some of them are female but quite less (even the males) and I am
not interested in any because they don’t appeal to me in hair or in any other
way.
- The
receptionist was probably in her mid-twenties; fair with some freckles, short
and cute that she looked like a girl. What caught my attention about her is not
the way she looked, or the way she was. But the bun on her head. Well the bun
isn’t too big but it is big enough for her small head. And she has always come
to in a bun. Usually females try different hairstyles on different days even if
it is at work. Sometimes a pony, sometimes a braid, or pin it all up, or a
centre clip.
But
in case of this receptionist, she has always come in a bun. So I don’t know how
long her hair is or how good it is. When I usually see hair buns that are good,
I am curious to know the length and volume of the hair. It’s the same here with
the receptionist, I am really curious to know her hair length and quality. It
might not be too long or too good, but by seeing the way she has worn her hair,
it looks quite good. She has rolled her hair in a bun and then put a small clip
at the end. I am so tempted to remove that clip from the bun and let down her
hair because I wanted to know. Have only done in dreams and even caught a
glimpse of her in open hair and it was long. But I want to see in real.
If
only she had been a student, it would have been safe. But she is a staff and it
is quite risky. I can’t find her anywhere on social media only because I don’t
know her last name. Just once, I want to see her in open hair or if there is a
situation where she removes the clip (which is less likely to happen) or I
could remove the clip (which will never happen); I want to know how long her
hair is. But now, it’s been more than a month since I saw her as it’s all
closed and the lockdown is on. So I have no clue of when to see her or even her
hair in full length.
e) Some additional victims
(short-lived but memorable)
So
these are some of the additional victims with whom I had certain encounters
which are short-lived but memorable enough for me. Starting from the time I
discovered my fetish till present. Can be disorganised.
· In
2012, when I shifted school, I was at the store to purchase the books. There
was a little girl with her mother standing in front of me to buy the books. The
girl didn’t see me but I noticed her mother’s long hair till waist. It might
not be that great but I didn’t lose a chance to feel it. So I moved little
closer to her and slid my arm smoothly to feel her mother’s hair. I even held
it for a while and let go off it before the girl could see what I did.
· While
going to school by bus in the morning, there were two boys to be picked in a
different route away from the school and it was their mother who sent them on
the bus. The bus had to take a roundabout and drive back to the directions
where they picked the boys. The mother stood there waiting for the bus to leave
and once it passed by her after taking the roundabout, she waved at the bus and
walked back to the building as her sons do wave through the window. I did see
her every time, she waved back and went back just to see her hair which was
long and in a braid. It wouldn’t have been that great but long hair was a
weakness for me and this routine of checking her hair continued till I was
there. Well that’s all I could do.
· In
2013 New Year Party which was happening at our place where my mother invited her
colleagues for dinner as it was a ritual that happened every New Year where
they spend time at the colleague’s place with their husband and children. But
the husbands wouldn’t come all the time, and so it was only the children. I
wasn’t really familiar with all of her colleagues but I was courteous and while
the adults were in the hall, their children and I were in the room and all of
them were under-age for me. But I did play with them. One of the colleagues had
really long hair till her hips and it looked damn nice. She was little fat and
that didn’t matter to me because I only wanted the hair. Well, I couldn’t do
much as she was my mother’s colleague but she had two sons with whom I played.
I managed to feel her hair during dinner and before she felt and she looked at
me then. I don’t know if she knew that.
· The
friend whom I mentioned in the beginning has an older sister and it was in
2015, I found her hair that appealing. It wasn’t that long as my friend had
earlier, but it was wavy till mid back and looked quite good that I wanted to
play with it and not cut. I did get to feel it and touch it and I loved it. I
liked it when she was in open hair. It was that year, she cut her hair slightly
below shoulders but that didn’t stop me from feeling her hair even though I
wanted it to grow back long. I didn’t see after I joined college and the last
time I saw her which was a year ago, her hair was till shoulder. She’s married
and has a kid.
· There
were another pair of brothers in bus during the last years of school whom I see
in the bus while going back, and they are picked at the stop by their mother
and yes, she too had long hair. It was quite long for her body height, she was
short and thin and her hair touched her hips but didn’t have volume. In the
last year at school, she joined as a teacher surprisingly and I was happy to
see her to and fro in the bus with her boys. But I couldn’t do the same old
techniques as I did in my previous school, especially with the scissors. But I
tried to get the chewing gum and it failed very badly because I lost my guts
when I almost had a chance. I saw her in a dream where I was carrying her and
my down leaked. That’s all!
· In
college, because people were kind of open, I did have the liberty to touch and
feel many hairs as the options were unlimited. But there were really tempting
ones and all you could do was watch from a distance as you didn’t know them
very well and most of the time, they were with guys so they couldn’t be
approached randomly. Having said that, I never missed out an opportunity to
touch and feel really nice long hair and even playfully pull it in case of my
friends. College was more liberal than school.
· I
never had any teachers with tempting long hair who taught us till the Final
Year. There were two teachers in my case. One was also a supervisor as she supervises
during the examination and that’s when I saw her for the first time. Not sure
of her age, but she looked more traditional with her hair braided and it
touched her hips. Man, that was tempting AF. Of course, you can’t touch and
feel it as you did in school or even on a situational basis and also she was a
very strict teacher. But I was happy when she was teaching in the Final Year so
I could see her long braid. Maybe I should’ve clicked some photos. I also did
notice that she trimmed her hair as there was difference in the hair length,
not much though
· The
second teacher was a young and pretty teacher who was also a former student.
She had long and silky hair till her waist but I didn’t have any cutting
temptation to be honest. Her hair was always opened and maybe once or twice,
she pinned it with a clip. Apart from attempting to get her hair, I attempted
to flirt with her and that failed miserably. Never mind! She has also trimmed
her hair then and left college that year itself. And last year, I saw a picture
of hers in a salon where she cut her hair till shoulders. But now, it has grown
long. Luckily, we are friends on Facebook but that’s all and nothing more.
· After
college, I realised I was more into older women and did eye on long haired moms
in malls and outside with their kids and I get turned on that very instant. Be
it a braid, or open; when I see a long haired woman with a child (preferably a
boy), I get instantly turned on. That moment, I feel like doing something with
the mother and her hair maybe in front of her child, and that is how I
developed this fantasy or desire to cut a mother’s hair in front of her child.
And most of the mothers are wearing modern clothes that makes even sexier that
I couldn’t help it but watch from a distance and fantasise anything and
everything possible. I even tried in dreams.
· The
latest or the recent experience was when I was walking back after class, I
passed by a supermarket and caught sight of the cashier at the counter through
the glass window. I couldn’t see her face as it was masked but I could see her
hair which was long tied in a pony and that too in the front. I entered the
supermarket just because of that hair and did make some essential purchases.
There are also another long haired staff but I didn’t like that. When at the
time of the payment, I looked at the cashier and her long hair. It was really
tempting and her eyes were hypnotic. Only if I could see her face. The next
time, I went for a purchase, she wasn’t there at the counter but rather help me
carrying the items and at that time, her hair wasn’t appealing even though it
was long and also I couldn’t see her hair because of the mask. I don’t go there
frequently but whenever I go for my purchase, it wasn’t with the intention of
seeing her hair as the other people can get suspicious. And those were the only
time I saw her, and not after. Probably of a different shift. That’s all!
Conclusion:
After
finding out how my hair fetish evolved in a decade and still not able to cut
even a single person’s hair, I was determined that in the beginning of 2020, I
will find someone and cut her hairs or even shave. But all that is ruined by a
virus. F#%K Corona. We all had many plans for 2020 but it is all ruined and we
are all staying indoors. It’s 2021 and nothing was changed. I can’t even go out
unless it is an emergency and when it was toned down earlier. I used to come
across long haired women in shops and malls with masks but couldn’t approach
because of social distancing. But I am glad that I at least get to see long
hair from a distance. But otherwise, it is all pretty boring and feels
miserable because when you come across long hair and hair cut videos, you have
this strong urge of cutting hair and couldn’t fulfil it for the past decade.
Why? How long will I have to wait? Only Time Will Tell!
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