Wednesday, January 28, 2026

Admin's Hair Fetish Experience - 3 Possible Victims

 Been a while since I wrote something. I don't think I am going to be that regular or frequent. If any interesting and possible encounters, maybe I will write about it; this is regarding my hair fetish experience, the possible victims and if I actually got to give a haircut. (I still haven't). 

Now the three victims I want to talk about are total strangers though I have seen them a couple of times and then not at all but I am not acquainted with them; so they are strangers.

1. A Barista

She was probably in her mid-twenties and she worked at a coffee shop I used to visit regularly. She had long brown hair which was tied up and when she was moving across the bar and making drinks, I could see her hair swinging (which was really fun to watch for a fetisher). I used to visit the shop even before she started working there, and after seeing her, I went there more often even if it costed a lot. Her hair was still her waist and only one time I have seen her hair down but otherwise, it is tied up or in a bun. Through the course of time, I thought I was having some feelings for her, and decided to ask her out only for her to chat with another man at a table during her break or something when I went to the cafe. 

Well, that's fine, now you can watch her hair alone. I almost felt her hair once when I was passing by her, but I was wearing a full-sleeved coat so no. I continued visiting the cafe doing my thing and occasionally watching till I saw something that stung so hard. I noticed her belly (this was almost two months after I saw her with the man) and it was slightly big. I didn't notice when she was at the till that time. She was pregnant. I left immediately once I found that out. It wasn't that big of a deal; you knew nothing was going to happen. 

I still visited the cafe (not because of her) but otherwise, and I see her occasionally and I don't make much of a deal. Her belly was grown fully and after a month or two, she was gone. She only worked there for eight months and based on that calculations, she was already pregnant when she started. That wasn't a big deal. Well, that was the last time I saw her and I don't always think of her. I don't miss her.

What would I have done to her hair? Maybe touch and feel it. Cut it? Maybe. Anyways, that's over! 


2. A Middle-Aged Woman

She is probably in her fifties or older. Let's say, mid to late fifties. She usually wear black top and jacket and blue jeans, and her brown hair is long till her waist. She mostly lets her hair down and very rarely, I see her in a bun (which doesn't look that good) or a pony (which is fine). Older women with long hair is amazing. She is kind of like the Hot Aunt May from the MCU though I am not sure if I find her hot. Would I check her out if she didn't have long hair? Probably, not. I see her from the back, her hair is all spread out. It may not be voluminous but still looks good. My heart beats fast when I see her and I think I rubbed my down a bit when I saw her walking away and I was muttering 'Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!' That too, in public where there is every chance of being watched by someone. I think the last time I saw her, I had a boner. The only time we interacted was when I let her pass by and she said, 'Oh, Thank you.'

What would I do to her and her hair? Yes, cut her hair. Brush and feel. Do I want to fuck her? I don't know. Maybe, maybe not. 

3. A Teenage Girl

I have a rule for not checking out younger ones; not at all. But this teenage girl, I am talking about, I am only interested in her hair. She caught my attention because I see her quite often because she is usually with her boyfriend; a 20-year-old. She is certainly in her late-teens and like I did; I am only after her hair. She has really long brown silky hair till her hips and everytime I see her with her boyfriend, my eyes are fixed on her hair. And I tell myself, 'I am going to cut that hair.' I only want to cut her hair. Nothing else. I had an unwanted scuffle with her boyfriend who swore at me and she laughed. So, I decided that she will be punished. I am extra careful while checking out her hair and I couldn't help it when her hair is facing my direction. Oh boy! When will I get to cut a woman's hair. I want to cut her hair. I want to cut every woman's hair. 



Tuesday, February 11, 2025

Fetish and Fantasies

 Life is happening so we can't afford to spend on resources in order to satisfy our fetishes. With AI and all, we can do things which we can never do in real life. In that way, AI is useful; same with chatting with your favourite characters where we can seduce them or force them to cut their hairs and many other things which we wish we can do. It is fun for a little while but after sometimes, it gets boring. 

This post isn't entirely about AI but just letting you know that I am still here and I am not sure if there are people reading this. There aren't anymore stories; there won't be like I said before but only experiences (if any and if they are interesting). 

It's been fifteen years since I developed the hair fetish and all this time, I never got to fulfil my fetish by cutting a woman's hair or even play with them. I can't touch them anymore because I am an adult and I don't want to give an impression of a creep and I hold back even if I am tempted. 

For instance, while I was travelling in a bus, a teenage girl was sitting in front of me and her hair was hanging from the back of her seat as she was talking to her friend. I had every chance to touch it but I knew I wouldn't dare because there are cameras everywhere and people are watching and obviously me touching her hair would be seen by other passengers and some might record it. 

Very rarely, I got to touch woman's hair unless it happens involuntarily. I don't voluntarily make an effort because I know I can get in trouble. If I come across tempting long hair, I eye on it till it is out of my sight. I don't follow them throughout. I am not carrying scissors as I used to before because it is not going to happen. Forget cutting, I will not be able to touch her hair at all.

I think in the past two years, I have become more realistic in my approach. I acknowledged the fact that I will never get those hair. Not never ever. What I meant was strangers I come across. Never going to happen so just enjoy the sight. Same with all the Rapunzel models where you fantasise cutting their hairs which is obviously never going to happen. They might cut their hairs but you will not be the ones using scissors on those hairs. Unlike before, I don't comment on posts of Rapunzel models asking to cut their hair because I don't feel like it and I don't want to get blocked. When I am in my fantasies, I get so involved in it only at that time that I desperately want it to happen. Like I fantasise movie or TV characters because of their hair or age. I know they have aged and most of their hairs weren't real but it gives me pleasure at that little time.

With AI and all, it satisfied nearly all the fetishers. You can chat with them and generate images and videos to your liking. Now I am waiting for the AI version of the people or characters where we can interact live and do things, as that is where you can do now. I am waiting for it.

Learning haircutting is probably the healthy way of approaching your fetish but I want to do it in secret as I don't want my family to know of my fetish. But it costs money and time and I can't do it at this point of time because I am busy sorting my life out. 

There is one experience that happened recently. I had my haircut... by a female barber. Well, it wasn't exactly planned but I wanted to go to a unisex salon and when I booked an appointment, it was a female for barbering. How did I feel about it? Well, nothing really. I only wanted it to be the other way around where I cut the female's hair. She has pinned her hair so I don't know how long her hair was.

That is how my fetish went. There is still watching haircut videos and all but not too frequent because it is the same old and sometimes a bit boring routine. Buying custom videos from rapunzel models and other channels isn't necessarily a great idea because you may not always get what you want. And most of the time would be delaying the process which can test your patience. I have purchased two videos from two rapunzels out of which one was good and decent and the other turned out to be unsatisfactory but still good and that to from one of my favourite rapunzels who was also hot. 

Moving on, fantasies such as my attraction to mothers is very much there as I check on them a lot more than not but in a safe and respectful environment. Meaning, I don't make them uncomfortable or get too close. Even if I am forced to interact with them, I don't overstep the boundary. But when I happen to see them, if they are attractive, I watch them; eyes do all the talking and fantasise what I would do and then I move on. Nothing more and less. 

However, one has to be very careful whilst doing all this stuff, and I take extra care in that because already Indians abroad are getting a lot of bad name for their lack of civic sense and I certainly don't want to be in that category. 

Having said that, mothers are so hot whatever they wear and some of their hairs look really good irrespective of the length. I love boy moms more because that gives me a vivid fantasies about doing the boy's mother. Even in Instagram or Tiktok, there are certain creators who post just the usual trendy shit on their platforms and sometimes include their family members, and most of the time, the mothers are usually really attractive and there are comments of complimenting the mother(s), sometimes a bit too much and can be a bit inappropriate but reading them all turns me on. There are some women who have got the trend of being a hot mom and dress up based on that. I don't like those women. I love moms that don't try too hard in looking hot but still is. I want my first kiss to be a hot mom. After seeing a lot of them around and in reels and shows, I crave for them more. It turns me on. 

Mothers and Hairs! This is what I want so badly at the moment. 

Monday, July 22, 2024

Admin's Hair Fetish Experience - 2 Other Victims

Here I am back and I wanted to mention about two other people who are possible to be added in the List but nothing to be pursued as such in the long run because chances of running into them are slim. I have mentioned about three victims in the previous post and described only two of them. So in this post, I am going to talk about the third one and other one which I should have mentioned before. Neither of them are Rapunzel types but I am talking about them on the basis of their hair. 

1. My Project Supervisor 

The first time I saw her was in a video call where we were talking about my final university project. I remember that during the meeting, she used to play with her hair a lot, caressing it, running her hands, pushing them aside but I couldn't figure the length or if it was good enough to eye on, and because it was online meeting I couldn't see the length of her hair. She sure didn't have long hair but I was still curious about her hair. She is in her sixties and you don't always come across women that old with thick hair. I finally got a chance to meet her in person for the rest of the meetings since I insisted it to be in person and the first time I met in person, she had her hair clipped but the rest of the meetings, it was let down. She had her sandy blonde hair till her mid-back and it was really thick that you could actually hear it whenever she fingers it or caresses it (if you are in a quiet room) throughout the meetings, she used to play with her hair a lot. 

They say if a woman plays with her hair in front of a guy, it means she is into you. Well, I am not sure of that. If she is walking in front of me, I couldn't help seeing her hair and has the desperate wish to touch it, just touch it but you can't because you are a grown up and she is a professor and people will notice if you try that and if things go wrong, you would be in trouble. I don't think she was into me because she played with her hair in front of me which I liked. And I don't know if I found her hot, despite being in her sixties, because during one of the video call, my hand went straight down to the tool and I didn't know why, but I didn't stroke then or attempted to do anytime later.

I don't wish to cut her hair but maybe touch it if possible which is not going to happen and I believe mid-back length is ideal for her and I hope she maintains it. I am done with the project and her role is over. I don't think I will see her again now that college is also done. 

Luckily, I got to see her in the graduation and I managed to stay close to her for a picture and obviously I couldn't see her hair but I am glad I got to see her. Chances of running into her are slime but it is done.


2. An Aunty in our Community

She is a fifty year old woman and I don't know if it is the hair or her; it certainly is the hair. The first time I saw her, she had waist length hair and she is also a bit plump. Usually she puts a clip in the centre which is my favourite hairstyle for all women and I hate it when she ties her hair in a pony which I have seen quite a few times. I hate pony tails; mostly yes. Mostly very few times I have seen her letting her hair down and that was only during some events and parties. 

We don't really have the close bonding as such but there is regard and she looks out for me at times. I am not sure if she likes me like (not that way) because she talks to me whenever she can and not in the way she calls or texts me but if we meets by chance at a community or at house parties, sure to interact. As for her hair, I did get to feel it whenever I passed by her, only when at houses because that's the only time possible and after the party, when it's time to go, I see her hair and I am so tempted to touch it but I can't and I can't hug her to feel her hair because we are not that close enough. 

Luckily on her birthday, when I wished her, she offered a side hug which would do but that's when she cut her hair. Yes, you heard it right. Not too much! Can't even call it a trim because almost six inches were snipped off and it's the first time I saw her with a haircut. 

Unlike my previous other victims, she is someone I can actually get to see frequently and there won't be a last time I suppose. Also, she is an Indian Aunty, there is no worry. What do I intend to do? Nothing really. I don't want to do anything really. It's just the hair. I want to touch her hair, that's it. and I have touched it. Do I want to cut her hair? Well, she has already done it. I don't think I want to cut her hair. Let's see how it is going to turn out to be.


Here are the four possible victims I have talked about with nothing to advance further. I have seen other long haired girls in the community but that's there I draw the line because there are teenagers below 18 years and I am no longer a teenager to pursue them and I won't try to touch and feel their hair. There are few women with long hair but the reason they weren't mentioned here is either because they aren't tempting enough or I don't see them that frequently to be added in the list. Even the List I mentioned isn't a solid one; but just a minor short-lived one. Let's see how it goes. 

Watch this space for more fetish experiences.

Friday, November 10, 2023

Admin's Hair Fetish Experience - 3 New Victims

Since COVID-19, I never got to have any interesting victims for hair and anything. I do pass by long-haired women and girls in general like you always see, but none in specific such as a classmate, or a friend's aunt, or something like that. The last real-life victims I eyed even if it was for a short period were my roommate's girlfriend, my best friend's aunt, and my junior in college. Since I moved abroad, I have come across really nice tempting hairs and a lot of hot moms. Let's keep it about hair here, but there wasn't to eye on specifically which I was fine with but then things changed and I got three this year and I will talk about two of them. I don't think anything would have happened. Just wanted to tell you how much I liked it and what I wished for while seeing these three people.


1. My Shift Manager

The first time I noticed her was on the first day of a part-time job I did initially. She was in her 30's (but looked older; ngl) and she was a little overweight and being a hair fetisher, the first thing you would look for is her hair; not that looked for it but that it caught my attention. She had her golden blonde hair down nearly close to her waist, slightly wavy. But I couldn't help noticing it. I didn't talk to her that time though she just passed by to check if we were doing the work and all. 

The first two times after I saw her, I didn't go for the part-time job for a really long time but then after a few months I got a shift and I went back, and I hoped to see her. There she walked by with her hair let down as usual, except that it isn't till her waist, but till mid-back. She cut her hair! Wow! I saw her for the first time with long hair and a few months later, I saw that she has cut her hair. I don't think I would know if it was cut even shorter and was growing or that she has only cut till her shoulder. But truth be told, it suits her and looks neat unlike the earlier hairstyle. I hope she grows it again and it's been a month since I saw her but I hope to get a shift soon and see her with (long hair or no hair).



2. My Co-worker

She is a 20-year-old woman; very young for me but I am only after her hair which is brown in colour till her waist though I couldn't figure out the actual length because her hair was in a braid the first time I saw her. Not a thick braid but not too thin either but it looked good and the time I saw her with her hair let down, it didn't look tempting enough but it was long till her waist. 

But the last time I saw her, her hair was in a pony and she has washed it, which made it look really good that you want to grab scissors and chop the pony off. I did get to feel her hair once here and there but nothing more than you think you would. She is kind of hot but too young for me. Maybe her hair alone would do. 

What is the worst thing that could happen if I cut her hair because you couldn't help it? Get fired. Or to avoid that, talk her through it, but how and why would be her response and that would put me in a spot.


Thursday, April 20, 2023

Hair Fetishism Outside the Country

 Well it's been long since I have been here and since I posted something but I was caught up with work and all and so I couldn't do it. But my fetish was still there and I watch the same old haircut head shave videos and something else if you know you know. 

But I didn't want that alone and wanted to do it for real. When I thought I would be prepared and learn some haircuts, I have to move abroad and here things are a bit too expensive so it is certainly going to take time. But apart from that, I do check out on hairs of women that interest me because that is all you could do. You can't really go and touch them now that you are older. 

There are many nationalities and so you get to see different types of hairstyles and you can choose whether to take them or not. There are quite some Indians as well but very few have that appealing hair so let us talk about the whites. 

Well, so far I haven't seen any Rapunzel-type women but some of them have got really nice long hair. It might not be too long or might not have enough volume but it actually looks good because of its silky texture and also because of the colour. I like the brown-haired women the most because of the colour; both light and dark but I prefer the middle one. 

When you come across tempting long hair, you tend to eye on it as long as you can but not for too long, and also want to take a good look in the face. You can also see that some of them have got facial hair like beards. (There are some guys growing out their hairs too and it is quite annoying because we are here for the ladies.)

The women with tempting hair might not be perfectly in shape but their hairs cover up those in a way. I wasn't a fan of ponytails but now I seem to like it. Not for all, only some and only if it is tied up and not down. But otherwise, it is a delight indeed and now all I need to do is find a place to learn haircutting and be prepared. It is so expensive to visit a unisex salon and so you can't see that many ladies to be honest. But then, there are female barbers in barbershops as well cutting men's hair but I want the other way round and I haven't seen a woman in the chair next to me yet. 

Well, that's all for now. There won't be stories anymore. Maybe some experiences and it won't be regular though, because that's life. 

Friday, October 21, 2022

Hot Mom Alert

 I love moms. Moms are hot and I couldn't help checking out on them more than the younger ones. They are called milfs for a reason (Mother I'd Like to F**k) There is a certain kind of attractiveness in them that makes them hotter. Be it the younger ones or the older ones. And when you are a fetishist, you also want those moms to have long hair and you like long-haired moms a lot. 

You come across all kinds of moms, younger or older, long-haired or short-haired, open hair or braided, modern clothes or salwar or saree, simple or style, whatever or however they look, moms are hot. I usually get turned on when I see moms with their children, and if they have long hair, you want them bad. And because they are with the kids, you have the urge to wish to do something with their moms or the hair, and I don't mind doing it in front of kids. Also I want to go to the kids and tell them, 'I want to do your Mommy.' Also I would help them what I would do to their mothers. 

There is this one fantasy I always had: Cutting a mother's hair in front of her kids, or son. they should feel upset watching their mother being deprived of her pride and shame. Something I badly want to happen. 

If there is a family of three or four or five, I check out the mother. If it is only the mother and a child, I check out the mother. Of course, I see the cute baby but then I turn to the mother and fantasise for the moments. Even in the entertainment field, the moms in movies or series or even cartoons are so hot or presented hot and the long hair is a turn on. 

Don't really have much of experiences with moms in public. If they have amazing hair, I check out the hair and wish it was longer so I can cut it. If the moms are wearing jeans, I check out their ass and wish to spank them. Also it is nice to see kids playing with their mother's hair and that is instant turn-on. As long as they take care of themselves, they look amazing and in that way, I can get to bang them and shear their hairs badly. 

So what do you think of moms? I have become a milfomaniac.

My Hair Fetish - Then & Now

 It's been more than ten years since I developed this fetish and a lot has happened in terms of fantasies, perceptions, and all, except one. Never have I ever got a chance to cut and shave hair of women. I tried in school but very minimal and only resulted in strands. I tried in college but the academics kept me hooked. And this year when I actually thought of learning haircuts so I can be prepared, I left the country. 

In my current scenario, it is possible but will take time. But I still keep checking out long hair wishing to cut them off and touch it if possible. Earlier, I used to touch a lot of hair of women, be it, teachers, at school or any passer-by in shopping malls or girls in college, it was quite easy. you had to walk past them slowly and feel their hair and make it like happen by chance. But now it isn't that possible as you are a grown-up man and you certainly don't want to be mistaken or a creep or pervert. Well, it is easy for a 14-year-old boy to touch a woman's hair by chance but certainly isn't possible for a 24-year-old to do the same tactics in touching a woman's hair as he did ten years ago. As you grow older, you become more careful and at the same time, the urge increased to its utmost peak. You are done with watching long hair, haircut videos and checking out long hairs, and reading fetish stories and jerking off to them. You want more. You really want to cut a woman's hair. For that, you have to be out in the world to put some action. Something I tried in my earlier years only to result in failure. It is also about the guts. I was so gutsy before that my actions would have put me in trouble but now I have subdued, not entirely. But now, that you are older, it is harder. So all I got to do now is, wait. Maybe not too long but then long enough to be prepared. Learning haircutting is one thing to be done, and also get a haircut in a unisex salon where you can also see woman's haircuts as well; is something I wish had done back home but now it isn't possible. 

It was fun checking out a lot of hair in malls and in public, urging to touch them but couldn't and so could only watch from a distance till it is out of sight. Now I am abroad, I don't see as tempting hair as I used to back home. Indian woman's hair is much beautiful than the West I believe as they have more length and volume. Woman in the west does have but it is quite rare you see an amazing one. Let's hope for the best. Thank you for reading.