Monday, July 22, 2024

Admin's Hair Fetish Experience - 2 Other Victims

Here I am back and I wanted to mention about two other people who are possible to be added in the List but nothing to be pursued as such in the long run because chances of running into them are slim. I have mentioned about three victims in the previous post and described only two of them. So in this post, I am going to talk about the third one and other one which I should have mentioned before. Neither of them are Rapunzel types but I am talking about them on the basis of their hair. 

1. My Project Supervisor 

The first time I saw her was in a video call where we were talking about my final university project. I remember that during the meeting, she used to play with her hair a lot, caressing it, running her hands, pushing them aside but I couldn't figure the length or if it was good enough to eye on, and because it was online meeting I couldn't see the length of her hair. She sure didn't have long hair but I was still curious about her hair. She is in her sixties and you don't always come across women that old with thick hair. I finally got a chance to meet her in person for the rest of the meetings since I insisted it to be in person and the first time I met in person, she had her hair clipped but the rest of the meetings, it was let down. She had her sandy blonde hair till her mid-back and it was really thick that you could actually hear it whenever she fingers it or caresses it (if you are in a quiet room) throughout the meetings, she used to play with her hair a lot. 

They say if a woman plays with her hair in front of a guy, it means she is into you. Well, I am not sure of that. If she is walking in front of me, I couldn't help seeing her hair and has the desperate wish to touch it, just touch it but you can't because you are a grown up and she is a professor and people will notice if you try that and if things go wrong, you would be in trouble. I don't think she was into me because she played with her hair in front of me which I liked. And I don't know if I found her hot, despite being in her sixties, because during one of the video call, my hand went straight down to the tool and I didn't know why, but I didn't stroke then or attempted to do anytime later.

I don't wish to cut her hair but maybe touch it if possible which is not going to happen and I believe mid-back length is ideal for her and I hope she maintains it. I am done with the project and her role is over. I don't think I will see her again now that college is also done. 

Luckily, I got to see her in the graduation and I managed to stay close to her for a picture and obviously I couldn't see her hair but I am glad I got to see her. Chances of running into her are slime but it is done.


2. An Aunty in our Community

She is a fifty year old woman and I don't know if it is the hair or her; it certainly is the hair. The first time I saw her, she had waist length hair and she is also a bit plump. Usually she puts a clip in the centre which is my favourite hairstyle for all women and I hate it when she ties her hair in a pony which I have seen quite a few times. I hate pony tails; mostly yes. Mostly very few times I have seen her letting her hair down and that was only during some events and parties. 

We don't really have the close bonding as such but there is regard and she looks out for me at times. I am not sure if she likes me like (not that way) because she talks to me whenever she can and not in the way she calls or texts me but if we meets by chance at a community or at house parties, sure to interact. As for her hair, I did get to feel it whenever I passed by her, only when at houses because that's the only time possible and after the party, when it's time to go, I see her hair and I am so tempted to touch it but I can't and I can't hug her to feel her hair because we are not that close enough. 

Luckily on her birthday, when I wished her, she offered a side hug which would do but that's when she cut her hair. Yes, you heard it right. Not too much! Can't even call it a trim because almost six inches were snipped off and it's the first time I saw her with a haircut. 

Unlike my previous other victims, she is someone I can actually get to see frequently and there won't be a last time I suppose. Also, she is an Indian Aunty, there is no worry. What do I intend to do? Nothing really. I don't want to do anything really. It's just the hair. I want to touch her hair, that's it. and I have touched it. Do I want to cut her hair? Well, she has already done it. I don't think I want to cut her hair. Let's see how it is going to turn out to be.


Here are the four possible victims I have talked about with nothing to advance further. I have seen other long haired girls in the community but that's there I draw the line because there are teenagers below 18 years and I am no longer a teenager to pursue them and I won't try to touch and feel their hair. There are few women with long hair but the reason they weren't mentioned here is either because they aren't tempting enough or I don't see them that frequently to be added in the list. Even the List I mentioned isn't a solid one; but just a minor short-lived one. Let's see how it goes. 

Watch this space for more fetish experiences.

Friday, November 10, 2023

Admin's Hair Fetish Experience - 3 New Victims

Since COVID-19, I never got to have any interesting victims for hair and anything. I do pass by long-haired women and girls in general like you always see, but none in specific such as a classmate, or a friend's aunt, or something like that. The last real-life victims I eyed even if it was for a short period were my roommate's girlfriend, my best friend's aunt, and my junior in college. Since I moved abroad, I have come across really nice tempting hairs and a lot of hot moms. Let's keep it about hair here, but there wasn't to eye on specifically which I was fine with but then things changed and I got three this year and I will talk about two of them. I don't think anything would have happened. Just wanted to tell you how much I liked it and what I wished for while seeing these three people.


1. My Shift Manager

The first time I noticed her was on the first day of a part-time job I did initially. She was in her 30's (but looked older; ngl) and she was a little overweight and being a hair fetisher, the first thing you would look for is her hair; not that looked for it but that it caught my attention. She had her golden blonde hair down nearly close to her waist, slightly wavy. But I couldn't help noticing it. I didn't talk to her that time though she just passed by to check if we were doing the work and all. 

The first two times after I saw her, I didn't go for the part-time job for a really long time but then after a few months I got a shift and I went back, and I hoped to see her. There she walked by with her hair let down as usual, except that it isn't till her waist, but till mid-back. She cut her hair! Wow! I saw her for the first time with long hair and a few months later, I saw that she has cut her hair. I don't think I would know if it was cut even shorter and was growing or that she has only cut till her shoulder. But truth be told, it suits her and looks neat unlike the earlier hairstyle. I hope she grows it again and it's been a month since I saw her but I hope to get a shift soon and see her with (long hair or no hair).



2. My Co-worker

She is a 20-year-old woman; very young for me but I am only after her hair which is brown in colour till her waist though I couldn't figure out the actual length because her hair was in a braid the first time I saw her. Not a thick braid but not too thin either but it looked good and the time I saw her with her hair let down, it didn't look tempting enough but it was long till her waist. 

But the last time I saw her, her hair was in a pony and she has washed it, which made it look really good that you want to grab scissors and chop the pony off. I did get to feel her hair once here and there but nothing more than you think you would. She is kind of hot but too young for me. Maybe her hair alone would do. 

What is the worst thing that could happen if I cut her hair because you couldn't help it? Get fired. Or to avoid that, talk her through it, but how and why would be her response and that would put me in a spot.


Thursday, April 20, 2023

Hair Fetishism Outside the Country

 Well it's been long since I have been here and since I posted something but I was caught up with work and all and so I couldn't do it. But my fetish was still there and I watch the same old haircut head shave videos and something else if you know you know. 

But I didn't want that alone and wanted to do it for real. When I thought I would be prepared and learn some haircuts, I have to move abroad and here things are a bit too expensive so it is certainly going to take time. But apart from that, I do check out on hairs of women that interest me because that is all you could do. You can't really go and touch them now that you are older. 

There are many nationalities and so you get to see different types of hairstyles and you can choose whether to take them or not. There are quite some Indians as well but very few have that appealing hair so let us talk about the whites. 

Well, so far I haven't seen any Rapunzel-type women but some of them have got really nice long hair. It might not be too long or might not have enough volume but it actually looks good because of its silky texture and also because of the colour. I like the brown-haired women the most because of the colour; both light and dark but I prefer the middle one. 

When you come across tempting long hair, you tend to eye on it as long as you can but not for too long, and also want to take a good look in the face. You can also see that some of them have got facial hair like beards. (There are some guys growing out their hairs too and it is quite annoying because we are here for the ladies.)

The women with tempting hair might not be perfectly in shape but their hairs cover up those in a way. I wasn't a fan of ponytails but now I seem to like it. Not for all, only some and only if it is tied up and not down. But otherwise, it is a delight indeed and now all I need to do is find a place to learn haircutting and be prepared. It is so expensive to visit a unisex salon and so you can't see that many ladies to be honest. But then, there are female barbers in barbershops as well cutting men's hair but I want the other way round and I haven't seen a woman in the chair next to me yet. 

Well, that's all for now. There won't be stories anymore. Maybe some experiences and it won't be regular though, because that's life. 

Friday, October 21, 2022

Hot Mom Alert

 I love moms. Moms are hot and I couldn't help checking out on them more than the younger ones. They are called milfs for a reason (Mother I'd Like to F**k) There is a certain kind of attractiveness in them that makes them hotter. Be it the younger ones or the older ones. And when you are a fetishist, you also want those moms to have long hair and you like long-haired moms a lot. 

You come across all kinds of moms, younger or older, long-haired or short-haired, open hair or braided, modern clothes or salwar or saree, simple or style, whatever or however they look, moms are hot. I usually get turned on when I see moms with their children, and if they have long hair, you want them bad. And because they are with the kids, you have the urge to wish to do something with their moms or the hair, and I don't mind doing it in front of kids. Also I want to go to the kids and tell them, 'I want to do your Mommy.' Also I would help them what I would do to their mothers. 

There is this one fantasy I always had: Cutting a mother's hair in front of her kids, or son. they should feel upset watching their mother being deprived of her pride and shame. Something I badly want to happen. 

If there is a family of three or four or five, I check out the mother. If it is only the mother and a child, I check out the mother. Of course, I see the cute baby but then I turn to the mother and fantasise for the moments. Even in the entertainment field, the moms in movies or series or even cartoons are so hot or presented hot and the long hair is a turn on. 

Don't really have much of experiences with moms in public. If they have amazing hair, I check out the hair and wish it was longer so I can cut it. If the moms are wearing jeans, I check out their ass and wish to spank them. Also it is nice to see kids playing with their mother's hair and that is instant turn-on. As long as they take care of themselves, they look amazing and in that way, I can get to bang them and shear their hairs badly. 

So what do you think of moms? I have become a milfomaniac.

My Hair Fetish - Then & Now

 It's been more than ten years since I developed this fetish and a lot has happened in terms of fantasies, perceptions, and all, except one. Never have I ever got a chance to cut and shave hair of women. I tried in school but very minimal and only resulted in strands. I tried in college but the academics kept me hooked. And this year when I actually thought of learning haircuts so I can be prepared, I left the country. 

In my current scenario, it is possible but will take time. But I still keep checking out long hair wishing to cut them off and touch it if possible. Earlier, I used to touch a lot of hair of women, be it, teachers, at school or any passer-by in shopping malls or girls in college, it was quite easy. you had to walk past them slowly and feel their hair and make it like happen by chance. But now it isn't that possible as you are a grown-up man and you certainly don't want to be mistaken or a creep or pervert. Well, it is easy for a 14-year-old boy to touch a woman's hair by chance but certainly isn't possible for a 24-year-old to do the same tactics in touching a woman's hair as he did ten years ago. As you grow older, you become more careful and at the same time, the urge increased to its utmost peak. You are done with watching long hair, haircut videos and checking out long hairs, and reading fetish stories and jerking off to them. You want more. You really want to cut a woman's hair. For that, you have to be out in the world to put some action. Something I tried in my earlier years only to result in failure. It is also about the guts. I was so gutsy before that my actions would have put me in trouble but now I have subdued, not entirely. But now, that you are older, it is harder. So all I got to do now is, wait. Maybe not too long but then long enough to be prepared. Learning haircutting is one thing to be done, and also get a haircut in a unisex salon where you can also see woman's haircuts as well; is something I wish had done back home but now it isn't possible. 

It was fun checking out a lot of hair in malls and in public, urging to touch them but couldn't and so could only watch from a distance till it is out of sight. Now I am abroad, I don't see as tempting hair as I used to back home. Indian woman's hair is much beautiful than the West I believe as they have more length and volume. Woman in the west does have but it is quite rare you see an amazing one. Let's hope for the best. Thank you for reading. 

Tuesday, November 30, 2021

Short haired Sonali vs Long Haired Karisma



It was the month of July and the pandemic is very much there but I wanted a break before I head to my new project which would begin in August. By the way, my name is Jai and I am 24 years old. I am an aspiring film-maker and have been planning on a mini-series for YouTube for a while. The script was locked and the cast and crew were all set and we were supposed to start shoot in April but then the second wave hit the country by storm eventually leading to its delay. The team were still confident and didn’t back out either and so we planned for August. Before that, I wanted to relax and chill for one last time before getting super busy; just like a switch on switch off mode. It was also to prepare myself for shoot that I wanted a space away from everything. Which is why, I booked a room at a Holiday Resort in Panchgani, away from the city, from the people, from corona (maybe for a while.)

Due to safety protocols, the guests aren’t allowed to travel outside the premises of the resort during their time of stay and have to be within the premises for at least a week. Even though there are a lot of rooms, the resort accommodated lesser guests due to protocols which was a plus as there wouldn’t be any disturbances to and fro and that the guests could enjoy their stay.

I planned a ten day trip and checked in on 18th July and was allotted a room which was spacious for more than one but very comfortable. There weren’t much guests at the time I checked in. But then there was a rise in bookings as there was some events that were scheduled to happen at the resort and the guests checked in to participate. I wasn’t sure of what was happening until the third day when I saw the notice on the bulletin board. The organisers haven’t put too many details about the event and all they mentioned was it was two different clubs; a Book Club and a Yoga Club.

In the Book Club, it was about having a discussion of a particular book while in the Yoga Club, it was for people who aren’t patient enough to practice yoga so it was like a workshop. I wasn’t interested in the latter but the former would be fun and I opted for both because what’s the harm in attempting something new.

Both the events were happening on the same day at different times in two days. Even though I wasn’t looking forward to it, I realised that would be more recreational than sitting idle in the room. Moreover, there aren’t much people and that makes it more peaceful.

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I reached the main hall in the morning with few others in comfy dress all set for the Beginner’s Yoga. We were given a light breakfast before yoga so that we don’t lose energy. We were also provided yoga mats and scattered across the hall so we get space. The Yoga Club was in tie-up with a Yoga Centre in Mumbai and it is the CEO and a guest representing the brand ambassador who came for the session. Both of them ladies and they presented themselves in comfy clothes as they were doing yoga. Among the two ladies, the absence of the actual ambassador was filled in by her colleague and I was surprised to see her. The ambassador was Malaika Arora but she couldn’t make it and so it was her colleague Karisma Kapoor who joined the session with the CEO. Both of them were in yoga dress, crop top and tights, with no makeup and their hair rolled in a bun. It didn’t feel that good seeing the pale face of Lolo that too without makeup and I absolutely didn’t care about the CEO who was fine anyways.

The participants were happy and surprised to see her and cheered for her. Well I am sure they would have done the same for Malla if she had come but she didn’t. It would have been a delight to have both Lolo and Malla together. Or Lolo and Bebo. Well Bebo was more into working out and not much of yoga so it wouldn’t make sense if she came. And I prefer her sister more than her.  

I love older women and I get turned on seeing them, especially mothers. Having said that, they should be fit enough to be considered hot and sexy and there weren’t any to be considered hot among the group and so for the time being, it was Lolo, and to a certain extent the CEO.

After a brief introduction, we began the training session, each on their respective yoga mats. Being tall, I had difficulty in doing certain things especially sitting with folded legs and later ridiculed when I failed at a particular pose, even Karisma and the CEO giggled when I fell and it was insulting to me. However, they decided to let it be as there was no other choice and I was waiting it to end and leave as soon as possible.

I regret opting for the workshop. Even though it didn’t result in physical harm, I ended up being a laughing stock among all especially with the CEO and Karisma Ma’am; such a bad impression. I decided I wouldn’t attend the conversation of the Book Club happening that afternoon but that I couldn’t back out either as there was no refund and I also get a discount if I attended both.

I have read the book we were asked to read thoroughly and went to a hall smaller than the hall where we did Yoga. I sat in the middle and the people were arriving late after the lunch. The chairs were arranged and there was a small platform with four to five chairs for the dignitaries.

The Book Club was based on a Facebook group called Sonali’s Book Club founded by actress Sonali Bendre and that was a surprise for me. Of course, I knew her but didn’t know about the club and it is run by herself and I was the only person in the hall who wasn’t part of the club.

The host welcomed her along with the writer of the book we were supposed to read and that is how I met Sonali Ma’am for the first time in real. She was dressed in off white with minimal makeup and her hair was short which was growing after she cut her long hair for her treatment. I missed her long hair when she cut it and was waiting for it to grow for two years but then it has only grown till her shoulders and I was starting to like her current hairstyle and was okay if she didn’t grow it long. She was also my childhood crush and seeing her was indeed a fan boy moment for me.

After a brief introduction about the book by the author and Sonali Ma’am, we read an excerpt from it together and then had a Q and A session. There weren’t much questions related to the book and most of it was kind of stupid. I kept on asking questions and the kind of questions and opinions I presented impressed the dignitaries in the dais as I could see a twinkle in their eyes leaving the audience who ridiculed me jaw-dropped. There was also Karisma Kapoor in the dais though she didn’t talk much about the book or the session but I didn’t pay heed to her and looked at Sonali Ma’am and the author while talking.

Having said that, she looked prettier than I last saw her and it was because she wasn’t dressed for yoga. She changed in casuals and her hair is let down and I couldn’t take my eyes off her but I have to show that I was mad at her and doing both of it was difficult.

After the session, we were provided with tea which the guests had at the restaurants and us at the hall itself served in paper cups. I had my tea and was about to return to my hotel room when the person who hosted the book-reading conversation called me saying that both the author and Sonali Ma’am wanted to meet me.

I was surprised and wondered why they wanted to see me. But I walked quietly to the restaurant and was welcomed by Sonali Bendre and the book’s author at a corner table. They offered tea and I had another one again at a table in a cup and saucer. It was Sonali Ma’am who talked more than the author and she was so sweet that I loved her. Seeing my childhood crush and having tea with her was a delightful experience. I liked it but was also nervous being around them. Later Karisma Kapoor joined the table and sat next to me but I didn’t look at her. She said she was impressed with my questions and interaction at the Book Reading Session and apologised for laughing at me at the Yoga Club. I accepted the apology and moved on. How could I refuse an apology from the beautiful Lolo? I was sitting between the leading ladies of Bollywood in the 90’s. I was only born then but I have watched their films. Sonali being a first crush, I have always loved watching her and she looks beautiful even now. Karisma, on the other hand didn’t appeal to me initially in the beginning of her career but now she looks more beautiful and attractive. That’s why I like older women, they only get hotter with age and to do that, they have to take care of themselves from the beginning.

Karisma didn’t have long hair in her early years and it was in the millennium that she grew her hair long. Usually women in their younger years, tend to experiment with their through various makeovers like cutting it short and all and as they grow older they prefer keeping it long.

Sonali did have nice long hair in her early years and maintained it well till she cut it short for her treatment but I am liking her current short hairstyle and I am okay if she didn’t grow her hair long.

So I am sitting between long-haired Karisma and a short-haired Sonali; two wonderful women, two hotties who have been giving me chills for a moment. We talked for a while and I shared my goals and ambitions and the reason to come to Panchgani. I also thought that since I got an opportunity to interact with those two, I should make more opportunities to get closer and then… you know, do it.

After the meeting, I went back to my room thinking of all that I wanted to do. I found out that they are leaving on the same day as I am. Just to get their attention, I pretended to cast either of them for a cameo in my mini-series to get a reach and they didn’t say anything but was happy to be approached. However I approached them separately. As Sonali was more into reading, I got her attention through books and some of my writings and the response was positive. In case of Karisma, I talked about yoga and fitness and how physically challenging it was for me to do certain postures. She obliged to help me out. I have gotten both their visiting cards and room numbers and was clearly instructed not to share with anyone.

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Meeting Karisma

Welcome to the room, postures, view, kiss, make out, dinner, sex, hair cut

Meeting Sonali

Went to her room, read a book together, shared a kiss, later regretted she came to my room, kissed again, made out, then shaved her hair.

Fled the scene. Back to work.

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Sonali invited me to have tea at her place and also invited for a book discussion. She was very sweet and made me very comfortable and there wasn’t anyone else. I was glad to be around her and at the same time, my heart was beating very fast as I was nervous every time I stand closer to her. She asked me what I was reading and how often I read. I replied that I haven’t been reading lately because of my other commitments and the other thing was I wasn’t able to pay attention while reading as I used to before. Sonali admitted that she too had the same problem but she had to push herself more so she can enjoy reading as she used to.



We planned to read out to each other by taking turns and after tea, we sat on the couch next to each other and she started reading. Since there was only one book, we had to sit closer and there was no awkwardness but my heart was beating fast. However I acted cool as she began reading. I couldn’t help it but was looking at her instead of listening to her read. She was beautiful. Even with the short hair, she looked damn hot and I turned to see her and simultaneously she turned to me. There was a pause and we could sense each other breathing. I leaned forward and kissed her. There was no reluctance and later she responded back. 

We kissed and Sonali let go off the book and my hands touched her face while kissing and later it slid through her short hair. I love it when my lips went mad over hers and my hands go crazy over her hairs which I wanted to shave off completely. It is good to see her bald again. Her hair is not that long enough to be cut with scissors so I prefer shaving off with clippers.

After some intense and passionate kissing along with hairplay for me, I pretended to feel guilty about it and acted as if I wanted to leave. I expected her to stop but she didn't. I left her room walking back to mine, and I was surprised to see Lolo waiting at the door. She too was surprised to see me outside and asked about it. I said nothing and invited her inside my room. Sonali hasn't yet come to my place but then I am glad I could go to her and also have a moment with her. 

Karisma was looking around the place I stayed and the space I created, while I was checking on her. She was wearing casuals and looked like she was going out somewhere and just stopped by to see me. But I must say she was looking dope in the black top and pink pants and her hair looked tempting than usual. 


While she was looking around, I was checking her hair, her really long hair and was so tempted to touch it but then I have to be in control after all that happened at Sonali Ma'am's room. Also I was happy to see long hair as the woman I had been with few minutes ago didn't have long hair. 

My hands brushed across her hair and she turned to me in surprise. I complimented her hair and apologised for touching without permission but she said it was fine and then let me touch her hair. I brushed her hair with my fingers from the top till the ends and I saw her smiling through the mirror. I made her turn to me and said, 'Who's my Mommy?' 

Lolo was stunned and even before she could say anything, I kissed her lips. It wasn't an intense one but rather forceful and she was too shocked to react or resist. My hands were clenching on her hair while kissing her lips, the same I did while kissing Sonali Ma'am, the only difference being the hair length. 

I was kissing her so badly that we fell on the bed and I was over her still kissing and also trying to undress her. She tried to resist but more than resisted, she was shocked and couldn't resist because of the same. I was rubbing my down over her even though I didn't remove my pants or undressed her. 

I can't believe I kissed both the women from Bollywood' a short haired Sonali and a long haired Karisma. I love them both and it would be fun to do it that night with both without either of them knowing that I am doing them both at the same time. I want to cut Karisma's long hair and shave off Sonali's hair with clippers. And so it will be a short haired Karisma and a bald Sonali again.  Well that was what I wanted to do, nailing two milfs in a row. Hope it happens soon. 



Thursday, May 27, 2021

MY HAIR FETISH VICTIMS in Real Life

Hello fetishers! In my earlier posts, I have mentioned about how my fetish evolved in a decade describing each year in specific and how I wanted it to be in the new decade. This time, I am sharing some of my fetish experiences with real people and not with celebrities as you have been hearing that a lot. Like last time, this time also I will tell my fetish experiences with real life people in detail, that too, chronological order.

Starting from 2010; the year I discovered my fetish, not that I knew what it’s called but that was the budding process of the fetish where I watched haircut videos and photos secretly and didn’t really look for any in real life though I noticed two or three already. It was in 2011, I decided to look for victims in real.

A)The Beginning:

·      A Friend

-       She was my childhood friend and we kind of grew up together though we weren’t that close but were in the same neighbourhood and were there in parties and other occasions. It was in 2011, I noticed her hair which was long till her waist and that was enough for me. Once during a programme, she was sitting next to me as there was no place and the seats had to be filled in the front. She was sitting so close that I could feel her hair which was open and I could feel a handful in my arm as some were in the front and hanging at the arm and the rest at the back. I couldn’t resist it when I felt her hair that I tried cutting it with my fingers. But it wouldn’t cut because it wasn’t scissors. This was probably the closest experience where I could play with her hair. And after that, whenever she’s around or see her, I walk past her to feel her hair if it is open. In 2012, I noticed that she reduced her hair length by trimming and that upsetted me because I wanted to cut her hair. However, through the course of years, she reduced her hair length and I gradually lost interest in her hair. By 2015, her hair is till her shoulders, even today.

 

·      A Friend’s Sister:

-       She is older than me and is a friend’s sister (not the one mentioned above) She was very thin and fair and had really long and silky hair till her waist. She’s studying out of station and used to come to town only during vacation and that’s the time I get to see her during the meetings and programmes of the neighbourhood community. I did get to feel her hair at times and even thought of getting into her house when no one’s home and cutting her hair and also doing some naughty stuff. (which is practically impossible but the stupid and unrealistic thinking of a 15 year old then wouldn’t realise) I carried a scissors, a razor and cycled all the way to her house which was a long way. My heart was beating on the way as I was getting closer. But then, I stopped mid-way and returned back thinking I would do it some other way. That someday is never going to happen and the next day, I saw that she has cut her hair a little above the waist and was leaving the other way. This happened in 2012, and through the course of time, I didn’t see her much and the last time I saw her was in 2016 and her hair was till shoulders and I lose interest in her then though I tried adding her but she blocked me. Bitch!

 

·      A Neighbour’s Relative

-       Like I said before, it was in 2011, that I decided to step out to get some hair, I got my first treat in the beginning of the year. It was when I attended a birthday party of a neighbour’s son where there were only the children from our community and the relatives of the neighbour present for the party. There weren’t really people of my age then so I have to join the kids or remain left out. The relatives were two couples; one an older and the other newly married. While I was looking for any hair to touch and feel and expected that friend whom I mentioned in the beginning but didn’t come sadly and so have to deal with the younger ones who didn’t have hair growing, it was the young couple that caught my attention, especially the lady. It doesn’t matter how she looks but what matters is how long her hair is. Even in real life, I have also seen hair till waist and that was long for me. But that was the first time, I saw even longer hair. The young lady’s hair was touching her hips and it was so long that she put a clip. I loved it but couldn’t go near because she was with her husband and the remaining adults, while I was with the children. I knew I wouldn’t see her again as they stay far.

However, few months later, the couple came for a programme in our community neighbourhood as it was the weekend and I had already forgotten about her then. I was in charge to take the names of the entire audience for a lucky draw and that’s when I spoke to her and her husband but didn’t see her hair then as I didn’t look for it.

After the programme, while people were leaving and they were waiting and I finally got to see her really long hair that touched her hips, and during the hustle and bustle, I walked past and felt her hair. Ah! What a wonderful feeling. If her hair wasn’t tied with a clip, I would’ve felt even more. But I liked it. I loved her hair so much that I even draw a comic strip of me cutting her hair and tried to dream about it. Through the course of the years, I have seen her and her husband occasionally, whenever there is any event or a birthday of the neighbour and I don’t miss touching her hair. They have a son now. As of 2016, her hair is still long, maybe the volume is gone and that was the last time, I saw her. I couldn’t see any of her pics as she isn’t my Facebook friend. Case Closed!

 

·      That woman in the community neighbourhood

-       Those who have been following my stories would know this woman I am talking about. It was in 2010 that I saw her for the first time; a newly married couple who joined our community then. Her hair was long till her waist but I didn’t make a move then. It was in 2011 that I made the first move in touching her hair as I was in full mode and her hair has grown longer then. I loved it the first time I felt it and wanted to feel again and so I walked past secretly in a way that no one doubts and felt her hair. It felt so soft.

The next time at another programme, she was there again and I wanted to feel that hair again. I walked towards slowly without getting noticed by her and passed by her feeling her long hair. Wow! It was wonderful. I wanted more! I turned to make my second move. I walked towards her slowly. She looked at me but I kept walking at a slow pace, acting as if nothing happened. And even before I could touch her hair, she quickly turned to the other side. Shit! Why did she turn the side when I was about to feel it? I decided to make one more attempt. I walked towards her slowly without looking at her so that I can pass behind her and feel her hair and when I was close to feel her hair, she turned the other side quickly. I walked a little away from her and turned to her. She was looking at me. Then I realised that she has understood my craze now I can’t even stand near her or else I will be in trouble. Because my father is also a coordinator among all in our neighbourhood and if things go wrong I am doomed. I can only watch her hair from a distance and I crave for it badly. From then, on I distance myself from her that too consciously so that she knows I am scared of her. (Yes, I was then.) But I didn’t lose an opportunity to feel her hair on a situational basis and not through my move as the latter can get me in trouble. She has two sons as of now, and I do see her and her husband with whom I have interacted a lot and is also my Facebook friend. Maybe through his account, I can see her photos and her hair. As of now, her hair mid back and still in good quality.

P.S.: I have written a story based on this particular victim which is fictional. You can check it out. It’s called: ‘The Only Chance.’

 

B)  SCHOOL

It was in school mainly that I explored more into fetish and I was so daring that my actions could’ve gotten me in trouble. I was looking for teachers and their hair. I have been eyeing on their hairs even before my fetish as I had obsession over the hairstyles; be it open, centre clip, tied or braid. It was in 2011 that I desired to cut the teacher’s hair. But how?

 

·      Teacher in bus:

-       I have known her since the time I joined the particular school and she has taught me till 2011. She doesn’t have long hair but it was below mid back and looked good. She tied her hair with a clip and that was the usual hairstyle she maintained in school. In the bus, girls sit in the front and the guys at the back and the teachers were in between as a border between boys and girls. To fulfil my fetish, I sat with the young boys of lower grade right behind where the teachers were sitting. This happened on the way back from school as it couldn’t happen in the morning. Luckily, there were guys close to my age group sitting nearby to interact so that no one would doubt. I was carrying a small pair of scissors and some crumpled paper to show others that I am trying to do some paper cutting design wherein fact it was to cut the teacher’s hair. You think you can cut a chunk of hair with those small scissors but you are lucky if you could cut even a bit. Since her hair was at the back, I could try snipping and managed to snip some strands. There were times where she put her hair in the front and I couldn’t get any. Whenever I snipped a strand, she turned back and I looked away as if nothing happened. The boy sitting next to me noticed me with the scissors and am not sure if he saw me snipping. The same thing happened the other day where another boy saw me with the scissors and when I snipped a strand, the teacher turned back annoyed and I looked away. Later, I noticed that she had gotten a trim and I lost interest in that. That year, I have gone for her tuitions where she is in open hair and there are hair strands everywhere, even on the table. I collected few of them and snipped them at home in the bathroom.

 

·      A Second Language Teacher:

-       She has never taught but I knew her as she was also the supervisor of primary grades. It was in 2011, she began teaching second language for our class though my language was different. And because the students were less, both boys and girls were taught in the same class otherwise it was separate. And she taught in my classroom. I have known her since I joined the school. Her head is usually covered but her long braid is visible to be touched and played and even cut. Once I discovered my fetish, I have noted that braid as she was also in the list and luckily for me, she teaches our class if not me.

My language class in a different classroom and after class, we go back to our respective class and wait at the door, and we could only get in after the girls and the teacher left. So the teacher stood at the door and left only after the girls had exited. Well I didn’t want the girls but the teacher’s hair. But the situation varies. Either she stands at the door waiting for the girls to leave or let the girls leave on their own. And then she leaves the class. The former happened little later, and we have to stand at the door side waiting for them to leave and we enter while the teacher leaves. I tried to touch her hair while passing by but it failed initially. But when I managed to feel it, I kind of liked but I wasn’t satisfied because her hair was braided and I could only feel a bit of it.

So I decided to actually hold it which was very risky as it has to happen in a matter of seconds. Once, after class, we waited for the girls to leave and entered the class while the teacher slowly exited. When I was close to her, I held the tip of her braid and could feel it in my hand. I almost touched her butt but it was close. The other day, I tried to do the same while she exited the class and I entered, instead of holding it, I lifted the braid and tossed it above. I am not sure if she felt it but my classmate saw that and laughed. Shit! Well I didn’t mind him seeing it but still I didn’t want anyone to know.

I even tried cutting her hair in bits especially during the time, she stood at the door waiting the girls leave and I was right behind her as we had to stand in line. The only reason why I was in the front was for her braid and I had my scissors in pocket ready. When she stepped at the door side, showing her back to us, I tried cutting little bit of her hair but didn’t see any hair falling off. Maybe I should have held some and cut it rather than letting scissors through it. Cutting Failed! If I thought well and did it properly, I would have been lucky to cut little more than just a strand of hair. And it was also very risky as someone might see you doing it.

She didn’t stand at the door all the time for the girls to pass before leaving and not all the time, her hair was in a braid. She also used to wear in a bun which I couldn’t see as her head was covered with a shawl. So whenever her hair was in a braid and also stood at the door of my class, I did touch her hair and also tried cutting which failed. But I have tried to touch and feel her hair on various other occasions in school while in braid.

My adventures with her hair last only for a year and I was forced to shift school due to a disciplinary action and that involved this teacher as it was an attempt to cut her hair. Case closed! She’s gone and was never seen ever.

It was only in her case, I had this immense courage and risked it all but when it failed, and I no longer had the courage of doing what I used to do back then anywhere at the present.

 

·      Two Other Teachers Of The Same School

-       These teachers have never taught but have been invigilators during exams. One of the teachers have been there since I joined that school and was at the Girls’ Section and the other joined a year before and was in the Boys’ Section. So while I was eyeing on the supervisor’s braid, these two teachers were also in my notice. Both the teachers had their hair till the waist but it was the teacher at the girls’ section whose hair was longer, probably because of the height. Both of them, usually left their hair open, with a small clip in the centre which was a delight to watch. Very rarely they tied their hair with a band or a clip and that didn’t look good to me. Because I don’t see much of her, I try to get a glimpse of her hair after class while everyone’s getting on the buses. And because the teachers are supposed to board after the students, I waited till that the teacher and I walk past behind her and run off after feeling her hair and it was minimal. If she was in our Section, would’ve felt her hair more.

Now in case of the teacher in the Boys Section, it’s the same as with the other teacher where I try to touch and feel her hair during break or after class while everyone’s leaving. That’s all!

 

·      A New Teacher in the neighbouring Class (New School)

-       Her class was right next to ours and she joined that year. Her hair was long and that was the only hair that appealed to me while I was looking for victims in the new school and none of them appealed to me. Her hair was till her waist which was quite long and looked good. Because she didn’t teach us, the only time I get a glimpse is after class while the students are leaving. And the teachers leave after their class has left. That is the time, I get to touch and feel her hair and there are times I missed it when I wanted to touch and I think she knew it because I have noticed her looking at me after I felt her hair.

I have also tried my luck in putting chewing gum in her hair and also carried scissors during class parties to secretly snip some. But there wasn’t a situation where she was in the class or anywhere near her whenever I brought chewing gum and scissors. I wasn’t that daring as I used to be then. Maybe it was all gone after I changed the school. If you ask me today, I wouldn’t really have the guts that I had ten years ago but that doesn’t mean I wouldn’t try.

The adventures with that teacher didn’t last long and she wasn’t seen anywhere. And in 2016, I saw her with her hair at mid back. I tried to stalk her on Facebook but there wasn’t any pictures of her long hair or even showing a bit of it. Ma’am, I loved your hair.

 

·      My Crush in School:

-       It was in 2013, I first saw her; but I didn’t have a crush on her because of her hair which was secondary. But I must say, she has got the best hair among all the girls in her class; it was long and wavy till her waist and she usually tied her hair. The only time I could see her was during Computer Class where guys and girls who opted for the subject were taught together. I haven’t really talked to her but did feel her hair which was unintentional as I didn’t eye on her on fetish basis.

Usually, when I see long hair, I have a tendency or an ardent desire to cut it short. But not in case of her hair and I didn’t know why. Probably because I had a crush on her, or maybe it didn’t look long because of her height but her hair was really beautiful and whenever I have felt it, it was so soft and felt so nice. Having said that, I didn’t walk past her or went beside her to feel her hair. It all happened naturally and it was beautiful.

It all lasted only for a year, as she changed school and things were dull in 2014. We aren’t really in touch because we have never talked and that was the last time I saw her. However, I did stalk her in Facebook for a little while, and noticed that she was straightened her hair and even coloured it. Well, that chapter was closed!

 

·      Two Unknown Teachers:

-       These two teachers have never taught me and have only been there as invigilators during exams. The teachers in the last two years of school weren’t that fun and exciting (in terms of hair) and that is why mentioning those two together. One of them had hair till shoulder which has grown till mid back in the last year and that’s why I decided to eye on her hair. Because she clipped her hair mostly, it wasn’t easy to touch and feel. But I tried to touch and feel it however possible, be it during breaks or while leaving after school. When I tried making a plan to get her hair, she cut her hair till shoulders and so I let go off it.

-       In case of the other teacher, she was short and brown, and her hair was till her waist which looked good and I couldn’t really interact with her as she was a junior teacher. But there are times I tried to get a chewing gum stuck in her hair and almost had a chance to do so without any obstacles in front as it was only me and her while leaving but I couldn’t do it when I could’ve easily thrown it and it will be stuck there. Damn it!

My fetish experiences with the teachers there weren’t that great or exciting compared to the previous school probably because I lost the guts that I had then. And because I wasn’t daring enough. School ended on that note.

 

c) College

In school, it was the teachers and not the girl students as they were in the different block and there are certain restrictions but in college, it was the other way round. It was in college that I got to feel more of girls’ hair and not the teachers probably because most of the teachers who taught us then were male and the less number of female teachers that taught us; they didn’t have long hair or it wasn’t tempting enough. But I somehow made good use of the opportunities I had in touching and feeling girls’ hair. It isn’t that I touched random girls’ hair but classmates, friends, and acquaintances. Because we were all open, I utilised the opportunity to touch and feel their hair or even pull it for more and even remove the clips. It was quite fun. I didn’t make it obvious with my actions but maybe once in a while I did touch and feel the hair. I have got the chance to feel the hairs of almost every girls in my class where some were situational and the other were intentional. Now I am mentioning my specific encounters with specific victims in college, that in chronological order.

·      My Classmate:

-       She was probably the only one in class who’s got the best figure and the hair. Her hair is still her waist and it looked really nice that you couldn’t take your hands off it. In the beginning, it was she who interacted with all and almost had a group and I was also in it. I never had a crush on her and wanted only her hair which wasn’t easy. I thought since they are all open-minded, maybe I could ask her in secret about wanting her hair and we almost went for a date. But the sad thing was, because she was studious, she prioritised that a lot, and the worst of all, she has a boyfriend; which was also fine but then the classes, assignments and all kept everyone occupied. However, I didn’t shy away from touching and feeling her hair on various occasions and pulled it and even removed the clip from her hair. All I did for fun and satisfaction which nobody knows as they all thought it was playful. I didn’t do it frequently through the course of college, mainly in the first years, whereas in the remaining it was touching and feeling. I even asked about her hair and haircut in relation to a college play which I have mentioned in my post on ‘Admin’s Hair Experience.’ It was fun though I didn’t get any cutting results.

 

·      My Junior:

-       She was my junior and joined college when I was in the final year. She was short and cute and fair enough. The first time I saw her, she acted like a doll introducing herself and asking about me. Her hair was in a bun when I first saw her and didn’t really think of the length or anything about hair then. Because I just said ‘Hi’ and that’s it. She was too friendly with everyone and always hugs whenever we around anywhere, even outside college. Once, while returning after college, I saw her with some of her classmates and it was the first time, she didn’t wear her hair in the bun. It was braided. Or maybe she used to braid her hair and then wear it in a bun. It was long till her waist which didn’t look long to me probably because of her height. I didn’t like the braid initially and while hugging I got to feel it. The other day, her hair was in a pony and when we greeted with a hug again, I could feel her hair and slid my hands to feel it. So soft it was! I thought of considering her hair and tried getting closer to her as she was warm and friendly with her seniors. But I didn’t get to feel her hair frequently or even playfully pull it like I did with my classmates as she was also hot-headed. But whenever, we see each other, she always stepped forward with a warm hug and I get to feel her hair if it was open. Once, she had left her hair open after she washed it and when she hugged me, I felt the softness and slid my hands and not more to avoid any sort of discomfort. But that’s all, I have known her only for a year in college and have also seen her outside during the internship. When I tried to get close to her during college, she turned out to be annoying and that prevented me from going further. This is what happened with most of my victims in college, whenever I tried to get friendly with someone in order to get their hair, it is their attitude that makes me withdraw from them. Damn it! That was all about this junior. I could’ve seen her in social media flaunting her long hair but she doesn’t use social media at all, except for WhatsApp but she doesn’t upload her photos. I have seen her photos with the other juniors in social media and nothing more. Sigh!

So these were the only specific victims I have eyed on in college. But that doesn’t mean I didn’t see anyone else. There were many long haired girls in college, like really long and couldn’t approach them randomly as most of them were with boys but I have got to touch and feel many hairs even though I wish I could’ve cut some. College should’ve been more exciting but it just didn’t. I even found a salon academy to learn haircutting but the time constraint and money didn’t allow and that failed miserably and all I could do was watch the videos and stories and nothing else.

 

d) AFTER COLLEGE (till present):

After college, I did an internship for a year and thought of trying my luck in there. But there weren’t any girls and I was staying far away from college so I couldn’t see anyone from college. But I did have specific encounters as read in stories of one’s fetish and attraction towards their relative or friend or relative’s friend or vice versa. I still couldn’t figure out how they did execute their desire. So the encounters during this phase were minimal in specific.

·      My Roommate’s Girlfriend:

-       She was my roommate’s classmate and they were like close friends. I met her for the first time when my roommate brought her to my place and at that time, I didn’t notice the length probably because it was in a bun. But she just came and went.

When she came a second time on a weekend, that’s when I noticed her hair length which was till her waist. So yes, the long hair attracted me but I have to go smooth and slow because she is my roommate’s friend. They included me in their talks and I thought of using that as a chance to get closer to her and her hair. Through the conversations, I discovered that both are highly sexual in nature as I could hear from their talking, the words they use. Therefore, I thought why not a sexual head shave do for her, or at least a haircut. She might enjoy it and I only want her hair and nothing else.

But all the hopes were shattered because my roommate’s classmate has become his girlfriend and that has become a little difficult for me. I cutting his classmate’s hair was fine, but me cutting his girlfriend’s hair is definitely not fine. Now because they are in a relationship, he brings her more often to home. Well I got closer to her now than before, all because of her boyfriend also roommate. But I can’t approach her the way I wanted to. However, I wouldn’t stop from touching and feeling her hair whenever possible without making it obvious.

I never saw them after I shifted and last year end, I saw that she has cut her hair till mid back as she had hair fall problems and the volume was losing. Anyways, that chapter is closed.

 

·      My Friend’s Aunt:

-       The first time I saw her was in college but didn’t interact. She is a working woman in her mid-thirties and was also a coach in fitness which is why she looked good. But I didn’t really pay heed to her. Three years after college, I was doing internship in the same city and my friend was still there.

Once while I was going through Facebook, I came across his aunt’s profile in the Friends Suggestions. Usually, I scroll down because even if I know her, I can’t add her simply. But this time, I stopped.

That’s when it caught my attention, her profile picture. That very moment I opened her profile and surfed through it carefully without liking anything or tapping the request button. What was that thing that suddenly got my attention of her which I didn’t get in the past three years? Yes, it was her hair. Her hair is long. Something she never got in the last three years. The first time I saw her, her hair was till her shoulders but now, it has grown till her waist and I couldn’t help it. I looked for more pictures of her with long hair and I liked it. (Not the FB likes)

It isn’t that great quality of hair but just nice and now that she had long hair I couldn’t help it. But she is my best friend’s Aunt and I can’t send her request or follow her at this moment as it can get doubtful for them. If I had followed her long back, would have been safe but now, it can create suspicion. It feels really nice to see short hair growing long than long hair going short. I have met her only once recently when she had long hair and only said a Hi. I can’t tell my friend about my fetish and if I say so, he will figure out that I am eyeing on his Aunt’s long hair. That was the only time we met. Now I have left the city after the internship. I don’t think we are going to meet again and nothing has formed further out of my interest I had which was short lived. But I do check out pictures of her long hair as I couldn’t help it. Nothing else! Only her hair. I don’t know what’s gonna happen.

 

·      The Receptionist at my Diploma Institute:

-       She is the latest victim as of now and is a receptionist at an institute where I am doing a diploma course to keep me engaged during this tough times. There weren’t much students because of the current covid situation. When I was at a place hoping for long hair girls, I could only see guys with long hair instead. There were some of the guys with long hair (as in only till shoulders) and I didn’t want that or enjoy that at all. I wanted to see girls with long hair, if not long at least tempting. And the two girls had hair till their shoulders and it wasn’t that attractive. The teachers were male; the administrative staffs were male, no, some of them are female but quite less (even the males) and I am not interested in any because they don’t appeal to me in hair or in any other way.

-       The receptionist was probably in her mid-twenties; fair with some freckles, short and cute that she looked like a girl. What caught my attention about her is not the way she looked, or the way she was. But the bun on her head. Well the bun isn’t too big but it is big enough for her small head. And she has always come to in a bun. Usually females try different hairstyles on different days even if it is at work. Sometimes a pony, sometimes a braid, or pin it all up, or a centre clip.

But in case of this receptionist, she has always come in a bun. So I don’t know how long her hair is or how good it is. When I usually see hair buns that are good, I am curious to know the length and volume of the hair. It’s the same here with the receptionist, I am really curious to know her hair length and quality. It might not be too long or too good, but by seeing the way she has worn her hair, it looks quite good. She has rolled her hair in a bun and then put a small clip at the end. I am so tempted to remove that clip from the bun and let down her hair because I wanted to know. Have only done in dreams and even caught a glimpse of her in open hair and it was long. But I want to see in real.

If only she had been a student, it would have been safe. But she is a staff and it is quite risky. I can’t find her anywhere on social media only because I don’t know her last name. Just once, I want to see her in open hair or if there is a situation where she removes the clip (which is less likely to happen) or I could remove the clip (which will never happen); I want to know how long her hair is. But now, it’s been more than a month since I saw her as it’s all closed and the lockdown is on. So I have no clue of when to see her or even her hair in full length.

 

 

 

 

 

e) Some additional victims (short-lived but memorable)

So these are some of the additional victims with whom I had certain encounters which are short-lived but memorable enough for me. Starting from the time I discovered my fetish till present. Can be disorganised.

·       In 2012, when I shifted school, I was at the store to purchase the books. There was a little girl with her mother standing in front of me to buy the books. The girl didn’t see me but I noticed her mother’s long hair till waist. It might not be that great but I didn’t lose a chance to feel it. So I moved little closer to her and slid my arm smoothly to feel her mother’s hair. I even held it for a while and let go off it before the girl could see what I did.

·      While going to school by bus in the morning, there were two boys to be picked in a different route away from the school and it was their mother who sent them on the bus. The bus had to take a roundabout and drive back to the directions where they picked the boys. The mother stood there waiting for the bus to leave and once it passed by her after taking the roundabout, she waved at the bus and walked back to the building as her sons do wave through the window. I did see her every time, she waved back and went back just to see her hair which was long and in a braid. It wouldn’t have been that great but long hair was a weakness for me and this routine of checking her hair continued till I was there. Well that’s all I could do.

·      In 2013 New Year Party which was happening at our place where my mother invited her colleagues for dinner as it was a ritual that happened every New Year where they spend time at the colleague’s place with their husband and children. But the husbands wouldn’t come all the time, and so it was only the children. I wasn’t really familiar with all of her colleagues but I was courteous and while the adults were in the hall, their children and I were in the room and all of them were under-age for me. But I did play with them. One of the colleagues had really long hair till her hips and it looked damn nice. She was little fat and that didn’t matter to me because I only wanted the hair. Well, I couldn’t do much as she was my mother’s colleague but she had two sons with whom I played. I managed to feel her hair during dinner and before she felt and she looked at me then. I don’t know if she knew that.

·      The friend whom I mentioned in the beginning has an older sister and it was in 2015, I found her hair that appealing. It wasn’t that long as my friend had earlier, but it was wavy till mid back and looked quite good that I wanted to play with it and not cut. I did get to feel it and touch it and I loved it. I liked it when she was in open hair. It was that year, she cut her hair slightly below shoulders but that didn’t stop me from feeling her hair even though I wanted it to grow back long. I didn’t see after I joined college and the last time I saw her which was a year ago, her hair was till shoulder. She’s married and has a kid.

·      There were another pair of brothers in bus during the last years of school whom I see in the bus while going back, and they are picked at the stop by their mother and yes, she too had long hair. It was quite long for her body height, she was short and thin and her hair touched her hips but didn’t have volume. In the last year at school, she joined as a teacher surprisingly and I was happy to see her to and fro in the bus with her boys. But I couldn’t do the same old techniques as I did in my previous school, especially with the scissors. But I tried to get the chewing gum and it failed very badly because I lost my guts when I almost had a chance. I saw her in a dream where I was carrying her and my down leaked. That’s all!

·      In college, because people were kind of open, I did have the liberty to touch and feel many hairs as the options were unlimited. But there were really tempting ones and all you could do was watch from a distance as you didn’t know them very well and most of the time, they were with guys so they couldn’t be approached randomly. Having said that, I never missed out an opportunity to touch and feel really nice long hair and even playfully pull it in case of my friends. College was more liberal than school.

·      I never had any teachers with tempting long hair who taught us till the Final Year. There were two teachers in my case. One was also a supervisor as she supervises during the examination and that’s when I saw her for the first time. Not sure of her age, but she looked more traditional with her hair braided and it touched her hips. Man, that was tempting AF. Of course, you can’t touch and feel it as you did in school or even on a situational basis and also she was a very strict teacher. But I was happy when she was teaching in the Final Year so I could see her long braid. Maybe I should’ve clicked some photos. I also did notice that she trimmed her hair as there was difference in the hair length, not much though

·      The second teacher was a young and pretty teacher who was also a former student. She had long and silky hair till her waist but I didn’t have any cutting temptation to be honest. Her hair was always opened and maybe once or twice, she pinned it with a clip. Apart from attempting to get her hair, I attempted to flirt with her and that failed miserably. Never mind! She has also trimmed her hair then and left college that year itself. And last year, I saw a picture of hers in a salon where she cut her hair till shoulders. But now, it has grown long. Luckily, we are friends on Facebook but that’s all and nothing more.

·      After college, I realised I was more into older women and did eye on long haired moms in malls and outside with their kids and I get turned on that very instant. Be it a braid, or open; when I see a long haired woman with a child (preferably a boy), I get instantly turned on. That moment, I feel like doing something with the mother and her hair maybe in front of her child, and that is how I developed this fantasy or desire to cut a mother’s hair in front of her child. And most of the mothers are wearing modern clothes that makes even sexier that I couldn’t help it but watch from a distance and fantasise anything and everything possible. I even tried in dreams.

·      The latest or the recent experience was when I was walking back after class, I passed by a supermarket and caught sight of the cashier at the counter through the glass window. I couldn’t see her face as it was masked but I could see her hair which was long tied in a pony and that too in the front. I entered the supermarket just because of that hair and did make some essential purchases. There are also another long haired staff but I didn’t like that. When at the time of the payment, I looked at the cashier and her long hair. It was really tempting and her eyes were hypnotic. Only if I could see her face. The next time, I went for a purchase, she wasn’t there at the counter but rather help me carrying the items and at that time, her hair wasn’t appealing even though it was long and also I couldn’t see her hair because of the mask. I don’t go there frequently but whenever I go for my purchase, it wasn’t with the intention of seeing her hair as the other people can get suspicious. And those were the only time I saw her, and not after. Probably of a different shift. That’s all!

 

Conclusion:

After finding out how my hair fetish evolved in a decade and still not able to cut even a single person’s hair, I was determined that in the beginning of 2020, I will find someone and cut her hairs or even shave. But all that is ruined by a virus. F#%K Corona. We all had many plans for 2020 but it is all ruined and we are all staying indoors. It’s 2021 and nothing was changed. I can’t even go out unless it is an emergency and when it was toned down earlier. I used to come across long haired women in shops and malls with masks but couldn’t approach because of social distancing. But I am glad that I at least get to see long hair from a distance. But otherwise, it is all pretty boring and feels miserable because when you come across long hair and hair cut videos, you have this strong urge of cutting hair and couldn’t fulfil it for the past decade. Why? How long will I have to wait? Only Time Will Tell!

 

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