Journal of a Hair Fetishist

 Here I am sharing the journal entry from the hair fetish and fantasy point of view and it is only about that. I just want to share how it has been generally and if there were anything that stood out in particular. Don't expect anything major but some just simple moms (all hair related only) and it is only for the last 25 days of this month and this would be the only time I am posting a journal based on my fetish.

 

May 5:

I am back after the break and I am trying to not get distracted and focus on work a bit before slightly slipping into distraction. I know a peek could lead to a leak and I almost faced that and almost succumbed to it. Maybe, I should have a plan. A solid plan as to when I can and when I shouldn’t do it. I am pushing it for next week but I am distracted and tempted and I really can’t help it. The temptation of using AI just to fulfil a fantasy which will never happen for real and you can’t wait to test an image generated based on someone you knew and whose hair you wanted for bad. If not in real, maybe through AI you can cut off her hair. Control yourself! You need to give it time, but not too much time where it disrupts your other works.

 

May 6:

I went out for a walk in the centre and as always, there are people, moms, hairs you come across. Nothing in particular that sparked a specific interest though I did see some nice hair and some pretty moms – but I wasn’t fully focused. If there is any specific one that captured my interest even for a short period of time, I will talk about them in a different posts where I will specifically talk about the hot moms and the hairs I come across that triggered a reaction.

I did see some brown silky hair, and maybe a long pony tail from the back and maybe a hot mom’s ass. Still counts but not something in particular I was looking for. Back home while being distracted and tempted because of something that catches your attention while scrolling on Instagram, be it an influencer’s hot mom, or a singer flaunting her hair and ass – all of it appears unexpectedly and triggers a reaction you can’t help it. You check the comments to see what they talk about the mother and most of it being compliments and some also lusting on the mother(s) and desiring them. I enjoy reading those comments because I like it - whatever the comments say – even if inappropriate. The hardest part is translating the comments or the posts especially if the posts or the person is non-English speaking. This hot mom in particular – a beautiful Italian woman – a milf desired by all – who constantly appears on her influencer son’s posts (whilst having her own profile) the comments are about her beauty, desiring her and sometimes crossing the line. Because they are in Italian, it is hard to find out what they actually mean even while using Google Translate. She is one hell of a woman. The visuals are more tempting and maybe I should do some writing on the fantasies or thoughts I have instead of watching something as that would help to an extent. This should be done in control – the scrolling, the watching of videos and images, or browsing. Once I peak in, it can go way out of control. Damn, moms are so hot!

 

May 7:

I have slipped. A peak led to a leak. I didn’t go out today and so, while working from home, I may have also checked out some feeds and something would certainly trigger me such as Shakira performing where she is mobbed by fans while she stands close to them performing and when she flips her hair. Or a vlogger kissing mothers (So hot!) And me checking out some new AI tools for image to video, some with paid subscriptions, some with minimal credits. I think throughout the time, the quality is declining in terms of action and it is also being flagged down even for the mildest thing. I understand it is for safety reasons but still. And till now, we couldn’t get haircut done through AI. There is snipping but no hair being chopped and then suddenly they are bald, or have a pixie. It looks very unnatural too. I am looking for the right AI software for image to video with reasonable price and should be worth the money. Let’s see how it goes.

 

May 8:

A bit of AI generation before going to work. I also stepped out for a while and because the weather was good, almost everyone was out. So, I was looking for some tempting hair or hot moms; whichever comes my way. I didn’t look for it but it catches my attention, I will look at it till me and they are out of sight. Not many tempting hairs but I did see some with nice hairs. I did see a couple of moms and remember checking out one of their asses. One particular mom I remember seeing before going to work was wearing a black top and blue jeans and has blonde hair below her shoulders. Seeing her, I wanted to fondle her, stroke her hair and kiss her. I did also see a couple of other attractive moms, and since I saw them for a little longer, I will discuss about them in a different posts.

 

May 9:

I did see a couple of tempting hair here and there; be it older and younger but it all went in a flash so nothing worth mentioning at all. I did see a long haired woman (or girl) walking past while I was shopping and I couldn’t see her face because I was talking to someone. I didn’t realise she was right behind and when she walked out of the shop, I could only see her hair from the back and she was wearing a short skirt. So, I couldn’t see her face and I don’t know if the female is older or younger. It is hard to keep up with moms and hairs because I also have to write about it; but some I let it pass because I hope I would see them again later at some point.

 

May 10:

It is hard when someone with tempting long hair is sitting right in front of you and you have to look right above it to avoid getting distracted. And you also draw the line when it comes to the person – in this case, a young girl who is probably in her pre-teens. I try to draw the attention on her mother, who only had shoulder-length hair which was fine but the daughter had waist-length hair (too long for a pre-teen girl) and she was constantly swinging and adjusting it. I wasn’t easily tempted – I drew the line. Only older. It would have been fine if the girl had tied her hair.

 

May 11:

Apart from seeing a lot some nice hair and some pretty moms, nothing really happened but still it counts. Writing about it everyday for the month is going to be a task but I am still going to do it because it is the last time I am doing it and only for the month. I just want to let you all know the life of a hair fetishist so far and how it has been.

 

May 12:

Even from their backs, I am able to recognise the person and today, I saw a woman walking on the footpath while I was in the car and I assumed it could be the mother I saw the other day and it turned out to be her. Quite impressive of me! While I was at a café, I was sitting diagonal to a family of three; where the father and the child was already at the table and the mother was about to sit when she was adjusting her hair and pulling it away. Quite a nice sight to see; though she wasn’t that appealing at all. I do see a lot of women with long hair but not all of them are appealing to me. Not all waist length hair is long hair or tempting enough. And when you see the faces of the long-haired women, sometimes you might not be satisfied and so you don’t eye on them and let it be.

May 13:

AI tools to an extent fulfils your fantasy and fetish but then it hits a limit and it isn’t worth paying that lot. I just watched some reels of hot moms and some haircuts by chance without looking for it and that took a lot of time. The plan was to check for a little bit but then it went furthermore till it hit the limit and asked to upgrade which I am not doing. It can’t be shut down completely but it has to be controlled.

May 14:

I opened my fetish account after many months. I won’t say I missed out on a lot because I have been seeing things here and there. There are still those Rapunzels flaunting their still beautiful hair and still hoping to cut them all off someday (which is never) and then I came across new haircut videos and same videos appear in feeds which I still rewatch because why not. Now, I am looking for an alternative AI tool for a little while and I don’t want it to hit the limit because it’s a scam. When I see the previous AI generations, some of them were quite good but now it is becoming so dumb and I don’t understand why, even after paying for it and it is getting flagged for no reason. I didn’t go out today so I didn’t see any hairs or moms and it was mostly in phone.

May 15:

It was pretty dull so I didn’t involve much even when I came across some nice hairs and moms – and nothing that could trigger or linger more. Although, I interacted with a woman who was asking for directions and when she was showing me something on her phone, her hair (which was tied in a pony) almost hit my face. It should have hit my face or she should have come more closer. I really haven’t touched and felt anyone’s hair in a long time. I am not counting the times I felt it when I hugged women I knew because my intention wasn’t to touch and feel their hair. And being an adult, you can’t get away with walking past a woman closely just to feel her hair. Those days were long gone. Even if you were a teenager today, you still can’t do it because the times have changed.

May 16:

Nothing memorable apart from seeing few tempting hairs here and there and some moms to linger and lust. The AI limit is really bugging me because I paid for an offer, just to be limited? Wow! It should also have an order as to how much more and less should be made.

May 17:

Everybody’s out on Sundays and I hoped to see something (or someone) to distract me or make my day a bit brighter because nothing else was happening. Because the weather was nice, I saw a couple of women in their sun dresses and long flowing hair. Something to catch my attention and trigger me for a little bit at least. Glad to see some boy moms (they are so hot) and women with waist-length hair which looked good and some attractive moms you can eye on. Apart from that and some scrolling through fetish stuff, it was a pretty normal day.

May 18:

I was scrolling through feeds when I came across a profile of someone who hasn’t posted in a long time. I was shocked to see her look because the last time I saw her, she had really long red hair. I am talking about an actress and not someone I know closely. This actress (whom I have seen only in one film) is seen spotted a pixie cut. Quite a drastic transformation and I wondered why she could undergo that. I realised that even before I read the caption on that post. She has been battling cancer for almost a year and that is one reason for the long absence from social media, and she lost all her hair to chemo. It is sad on one side, but on the other side, a long-haired beauty losing all her hair. A part of me would have loved to see the haircut video which I don’t think we will see or she has even shot one because that must have been devastating for her.

May 19:

Randomly scrolling even after knowing that it is a waste of time but when you give time for hair fetish related stuff, it can go on. As you all know about my things for moms, I was also looking for the same. I come across reels of creators I have never even known of and they happen to have really attractive mothers, I read the comments to see if there is anything about the mom and there are many. Some nice compliments, some slightly inappropriate ones, all kinds I would say and I must say, I enjoy reading those comments about the moms, lusting over them. And if they are not English, I will have to use Translate to see what they meant and if it was about the mothers (which they were). Don’t the creators see the comments and don’t do anything about it? Or do they secretly enjoy it? There is one which I noticed very recently about a young lad (in his late teens to early twenties) who is annoying his mother while in the kitchen. And how does he do that? By spanking her ass. You heard that right! Quite inappropriate for a son to do that to his mother. And most of his posts on his account have been that. Either fingering her buttline or spanking her ass and there is one where he used the fucking gesture from behind. What the fuck!

May 20:

I leaned more into hair fetish scrolling and seeing a lot of chops and makeover gets me hard because I had developed this fetish since I was a teenager and till now, I never got to cut someone’s hair – a woman’s hair I want to cut. I see tempting long hairs of women here and there and there is nothing you can do about it other than watching them. And the younger women have got longer hair and you are not going to go after them.

May 21:

I really may have had enough of watching this because I really want some action. I tried to learn haircutting and I enquired at places where they can teach and either they are too expensive and lot of time to commit too. Also, I want to make sure that no one knows. No one in my family, I meant. They would wonder why I am interested in haircutting; especially cutting woman’s hair. They might figure out the fetish. I am looking for ways to learn this at a time when none of these obstacles matter: such as time, money and others knowing.

May 22:

Everyone was out because it was a lovely weather. And I had the privilege of seeing a lot of pretty women, pretty moms in sundresses, shorts and top, with their flowing hair, be it long or short. Some has got mommy hair because they are moms and that is even hotter. I wanted to pull some by the hair all the way down and kiss them. It was nice to see a lot of them. Hopefully, I will see more in the coming days.

May 23:

I finally found that the woman whose face I couldn’t see but only her long hair almost touching her hips. She is quite young and so it wasn’t an older one as I thought. Not every older women have got longer hair and when they do, it looks good on them and maybe that is one reason, I am attracted to them otherwise. I did see a couple of women with their partners and kids walking around and I couldn’t help notice their long hair and of various styles and hoping if they would come closer so I can have a good look at it. But I have to keep them to myself; the reactions because even if they aren’t watching me watching them, someone else are. You never know who’s watching you. So, every checking out have to be carefully done before they label you, and sometimes you react a bit louder in a way people can notice. Got to be careful in that aspect.

May 24:

Again nothing much happened today that is fetish related or fantasy related. Just the usual and occasionally, some hot moms or long-haired women and they could be with their partners or kids but it doesn’t matter, because I want the mother, I want the girlfriend or wife either in chair, or somewhere else. Mostly chair. I love it when they stroke their hair, touch their asses, which is normal for them but too hot for me because – I am a dirty man.

May 25:

It was too hot to step outside and so I stayed at home and was watching some hair related content, and some hot moms and it is surprising to see many fit moms and even if you don’t follow, seeing some of the contents popping in the feeds is good. Then you see a long-haired women posing happily with their family and you look at her hairs and tell yourself what you are going to do with the woman and her beautiful hair. All will be gone. This is all in my head; none of it will ever happen in real life. Now AI can generate image to video and we can do things which we wish to do such as cutting rapunzels hair, kissing your favourite celebrity, and all that. I hope there would be a time where we can actually experience an AI version of reality and touch and feel in that immersive world based on what we want. It doesn’t have to be real but it can feel real – such as being a barber in the Middle Earth and cutting off all those women characters’ hair. Will be quite fun.

May 26:

The hottest day so far and nothing exciting happened in terms of fetish or fantasy. Too hot to step outside so you have seen some moms and not many tempting hairs which may have all been tied up and clipped because of the heatwave. Then you go through feeds, coming across some random hair videos or rapunzels or haircut in game shows and because it is not in English, you have a hard time to understand. Same with the Rapunzels, most of them aren’t English speaking but still their hair is the only thing that needs to talk to us, fetishers. Who cares if they are married. I still want them.

May 27:

I was staying at home and coming across all the fetish related stuff and browsing them and getting turned on by stuff. Because I was home, I can’t think of anything exciting or something that stood out because it was mostly me, browsing and posting I like and also deciding what to take down because after a certain point, you will you had enough because you want some action. You want to cut women’s hair, you want to bag hot moms, you want to do things. It’s not easy and it’s so frustrating because it’s been so long.

May 28:

Airports, train stations, malls, centres are the places where you see a lot of people; and a lot of options to explore; particularly in terms of hair and moms. I went to the mall today and I came across many of them. I didn’t linger but everything was just glances and looking till they were out of sight. Even from a distance, I could see some pretty hairs, hot bodies, butts and so on. Because it was hot, everyone was wearing comfortable clothing such as shorts and tank tops. I am only talking about the women in particular. A women with long hair caught my attention for a while because of her hair which was only waist-length and when I saw her with her husband, it angered me because it turned out to be a guy I hated. The most annoying thing is watching the woman you are attracted to or find attractive with a man you hate. This was only a one-time thing. I haven’t seen them that long or that many times.

 

May 29:

The last entry of all and I hope to make it the best. The weather was nice this time and so we saw many people. I did see many pretty moms in flowing dresses and longer hairs but there was no time to linger because you had work. There wasn’t many lingering moments like the previous day and there are quite many videos and hair-related posts on Instagram such as women on chairs and women being barbers but the women stylists have got really beautiful long hair which I want to chop off. I want them to use the clippers and scissors on them. Oh dear, when will I ever get a chance?

So here's the journal for the last 25 days. I am pretty sure there will be more such lingering experiences but I don't think I am going to write them all again. This is the first and the last time you see a fetish journal like this on the page. Hopefully, I will have something more interesting to share that is fetish-related. Until then... keep enjoying your hair fetish.

Admin's Hair Fetish Experience - 3 Possible Victims

 Been a while since I wrote something. I don't think I am going to be that regular or frequent. If any interesting and possible encounters, maybe I will write about it; this is regarding my hair fetish experience, the possible victims and if I actually got to give a haircut. (I still haven't). 

Now the three victims I want to talk about are total strangers though I have seen them a couple of times and then not at all but I am not acquainted with them; so they are strangers.

1. A Barista

She was probably in her mid-twenties and she worked at a coffee shop I used to visit regularly. She had long brown hair which was tied up and when she was moving across the bar and making drinks, I could see her hair swinging (which was really fun to watch for a fetisher). I used to visit the shop even before she started working there, and after seeing her, I went there more often even if it costed a lot. Her hair was still her waist and only one time I have seen her hair down but otherwise, it is tied up or in a bun. Through the course of time, I thought I was having some feelings for her, and decided to ask her out only for her to chat with another man at a table during her break or something when I went to the cafe. 

Well, that's fine, now you can watch her hair alone. I almost felt her hair once when I was passing by her, but I was wearing a full-sleeved coat so no. I continued visiting the cafe doing my thing and occasionally watching till I saw something that stung so hard. I noticed her belly (this was almost two months after I saw her with the man) and it was slightly big. I didn't notice when she was at the till that time. She was pregnant. I left immediately once I found that out. It wasn't that big of a deal; you knew nothing was going to happen. 

I still visited the cafe (not because of her) but otherwise, and I see her occasionally and I don't make much of a deal. Her belly was grown fully and after a month or two, she was gone. She only worked there for eight months and based on that calculations, she was already pregnant when she started. That wasn't a big deal. Well, that was the last time I saw her and I don't always think of her. I don't miss her.

What would I have done to her hair? Maybe touch and feel it. Cut it? Maybe. Anyways, that's over! 

2. A Middle-Aged Woman

She is probably in her fifties or older. Let's say, mid to late fifties. She usually wear black top and jacket and blue jeans, and her brown hair is long till her waist. She mostly lets her hair down and very rarely, I see her in a bun (which doesn't look that good) or a pony (which is fine). Older women with long hair is amazing. She is kind of like the Hot Aunt May from the MCU though I am not sure if I find her hot. Would I check her out if she didn't have long hair? Probably, not. I see her from the back, her hair is all spread out. It may not be voluminous but still looks good. My heart beats fast when I see her and I think I rubbed my down a bit when I saw her walking away and I was muttering 'Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!' That too, in public where there is every chance of being watched by someone. I think the last time I saw her, I had a boner. The only time we interacted was when I let her pass by and she said, 'Oh, Thank you.'

What would I do to her and her hair? Yes, cut her hair. Brush and feel. Do I want to fuck her? I don't know. Maybe, maybe not. 

3. A Teenage Girl

I have a rule for not checking out younger ones; not at all. But this teenage girl, I am talking about, I am only interested in her hair. She caught my attention because I see her quite often because she is usually with her boyfriend; a 20-year-old. She is certainly in her late-teens and like I did; I am only after her hair. She has really long brown silky hair till her hips and everytime I see her with her boyfriend, my eyes are fixed on her hair. And I tell myself, 'I am going to cut that hair.' I only want to cut her hair. Nothing else. I had an unwanted scuffle with her boyfriend who swore at me and she laughed. So, I decided that she will be punished. I am extra careful while checking out her hair and I couldn't help it when her hair is facing my direction. Oh boy! When will I get to cut a woman's hair. I want to cut her hair. I want to cut every woman's hair. 

Fetish and Fantasies

 Life is happening so we can't afford to spend on resources in order to satisfy our fetishes. With AI and all, we can do things which we can never do in real life. In that way, AI is useful; same with chatting with your favourite characters where we can seduce them or force them to cut their hairs and many other things which we wish we can do. It is fun for a little while but after sometimes, it gets boring. 

This post isn't entirely about AI but just letting you know that I am still here and I am not sure if there are people reading this. There aren't anymore stories; there won't be like I said before but only experiences (if any and if they are interesting). 

It's been fifteen years since I developed the hair fetish and all this time, I never got to fulfil my fetish by cutting a woman's hair or even play with them. I can't touch them anymore because I am an adult and I don't want to give an impression of a creep and I hold back even if I am tempted. 

For instance, while I was travelling in a bus, a teenage girl was sitting in front of me and her hair was hanging from the back of her seat as she was talking to her friend. I had every chance to touch it but I knew I wouldn't dare because there are cameras everywhere and people are watching and obviously me touching her hair would be seen by other passengers and some might record it. 

Very rarely, I got to touch woman's hair unless it happens involuntarily. I don't voluntarily make an effort because I know I can get in trouble. If I come across tempting long hair, I eye on it till it is out of my sight. I don't follow them throughout. I am not carrying scissors as I used to before because it is not going to happen. Forget cutting, I will not be able to touch her hair at all.

I think in the past two years, I have become more realistic in my approach. I acknowledged the fact that I will never get those hair. Not never ever. What I meant was strangers I come across. Never going to happen so just enjoy the sight. Same with all the Rapunzel models where you fantasise cutting their hairs which is obviously never going to happen. They might cut their hairs but you will not be the ones using scissors on those hairs. Unlike before, I don't comment on posts of Rapunzel models asking to cut their hair because I don't feel like it and I don't want to get blocked. When I am in my fantasies, I get so involved in it only at that time that I desperately want it to happen. Like I fantasise movie or TV characters because of their hair or age. I know they have aged and most of their hairs weren't real but it gives me pleasure at that little time.

With AI and all, it satisfied nearly all the fetishers. You can chat with them and generate images and videos to your liking. Now I am waiting for the AI version of the people or characters where we can interact live and do things, as that is where you can do now. I am waiting for it.

Learning haircutting is probably the healthy way of approaching your fetish but I want to do it in secret as I don't want my family to know of my fetish. But it costs money and time and I can't do it at this point of time because I am busy sorting my life out. 

There is one experience that happened recently. I had my haircut... by a female barber. Well, it wasn't exactly planned but I wanted to go to a unisex salon and when I booked an appointment, it was a female for barbering. How did I feel about it? Well, nothing really. I only wanted it to be the other way around where I cut the female's hair. She has pinned her hair so I don't know how long her hair was.

That is how my fetish went. There is still watching haircut videos and all but not too frequent because it is the same old and sometimes a bit boring routine. Buying custom videos from rapunzel models and other channels isn't necessarily a great idea because you may not always get what you want. And most of the time would be delaying the process which can test your patience. I have purchased two videos from two rapunzels out of which one was good and decent and the other turned out to be unsatisfactory but still good and that to from one of my favourite rapunzels who was also hot. 

Moving on, fantasies such as my attraction to mothers is very much there as I check on them a lot more than not but in a safe and respectful environment. Meaning, I don't make them uncomfortable or get too close. Even if I am forced to interact with them, I don't overstep the boundary. But when I happen to see them, if they are attractive, I watch them; eyes do all the talking and fantasise what I would do and then I move on. Nothing more and less. 

However, one has to be very careful whilst doing all this stuff, and I take extra care in that because already Indians abroad are getting a lot of bad name for their lack of civic sense and I certainly don't want to be in that category. 

Having said that, mothers are so hot whatever they wear and some of their hairs look really good irrespective of the length. I love boy moms more because that gives me a vivid fantasies about doing the boy's mother. Even in Instagram or Tiktok, there are certain creators who post just the usual trendy shit on their platforms and sometimes include their family members, and most of the time, the mothers are usually really attractive and there are comments of complimenting the mother(s), sometimes a bit too much and can be a bit inappropriate but reading them all turns me on. There are some women who have got the trend of being a hot mom and dress up based on that. I don't like those women. I love moms that don't try too hard in looking hot but still is. I want my first kiss to be a hot mom. After seeing a lot of them around and in reels and shows, I crave for them more. It turns me on. 

Mothers and Hairs! This is what I want so badly at the moment. 

Admin's Hair Fetish Experience - 2 Other Victims

Here I am back and I wanted to mention about two other people who are possible to be added in the List but nothing to be pursued as such in the long run because chances of running into them are slim. I have mentioned about three victims in the previous post and described only two of them. So in this post, I am going to talk about the third one and other one which I should have mentioned before. Neither of them are Rapunzel types but I am talking about them on the basis of their hair. 

1. My Project Supervisor 

The first time I saw her was in a video call where we were talking about my final university project. I remember that during the meeting, she used to play with her hair a lot, caressing it, running her hands, pushing them aside but I couldn't figure the length or if it was good enough to eye on, and because it was online meeting I couldn't see the length of her hair. She sure didn't have long hair but I was still curious about her hair. She is in her sixties and you don't always come across women that old with thick hair. I finally got a chance to meet her in person for the rest of the meetings since I insisted it to be in person and the first time I met in person, she had her hair clipped but the rest of the meetings, it was let down. She had her sandy blonde hair till her mid-back and it was really thick that you could actually hear it whenever she fingers it or caresses it (if you are in a quiet room) throughout the meetings, she used to play with her hair a lot. 

They say if a woman plays with her hair in front of a guy, it means she is into you. Well, I am not sure of that. If she is walking in front of me, I couldn't help seeing her hair and has the desperate wish to touch it, just touch it but you can't because you are a grown up and she is a professor and people will notice if you try that and if things go wrong, you would be in trouble. I don't think she was into me because she played with her hair in front of me which I liked. And I don't know if I found her hot, despite being in her sixties, because during one of the video call, my hand went straight down to the tool and I didn't know why, but I didn't stroke then or attempted to do anytime later.

I don't wish to cut her hair but maybe touch it if possible which is not going to happen and I believe mid-back length is ideal for her and I hope she maintains it. I am done with the project and her role is over. I don't think I will see her again now that college is also done. 

Luckily, I got to see her in the graduation and I managed to stay close to her for a picture and obviously I couldn't see her hair but I am glad I got to see her. Chances of running into her are slime but it is done.

2. An Aunty in our Community

She is a fifty year old woman and I don't know if it is the hair or her; it certainly is the hair. The first time I saw her, she had waist length hair and she is also a bit plump. Usually she puts a clip in the centre which is my favourite hairstyle for all women and I hate it when she ties her hair in a pony which I have seen quite a few times. I hate pony tails; mostly yes. Mostly very few times I have seen her letting her hair down and that was only during some events and parties. 

We don't really have the close bonding as such but there is regard and she looks out for me at times. I am not sure if she likes me like (not that way) because she talks to me whenever she can and not in the way she calls or texts me but if we meets by chance at a community or at house parties, sure to interact. As for her hair, I did get to feel it whenever I passed by her, only when at houses because that's the only time possible and after the party, when it's time to go, I see her hair and I am so tempted to touch it but I can't and I can't hug her to feel her hair because we are not that close enough. 

Luckily on her birthday, when I wished her, she offered a side hug which would do but that's when she cut her hair. Yes, you heard it right. Not too much! Can't even call it a trim because almost six inches were snipped off and it's the first time I saw her with a haircut. 

Unlike my previous other victims, she is someone I can actually get to see frequently and there won't be a last time I suppose. Also, she is an Indian Aunty, there is no worry. What do I intend to do? Nothing really. I don't want to do anything really. It's just the hair. I want to touch her hair, that's it. and I have touched it. Do I want to cut her hair? Well, she has already done it. I don't think I want to cut her hair. Let's see how it is going to turn out to be.

Here are the four possible victims I have talked about with nothing to advance further. I have seen other long haired girls in the community but that's there I draw the line because there are teenagers below 18 years and I am no longer a teenager to pursue them and I won't try to touch and feel their hair. There are few women with long hair but the reason they weren't mentioned here is either because they aren't tempting enough or I don't see them that frequently to be added in the list. Even the List I mentioned isn't a solid one; but just a minor short-lived one. Let's see how it goes. 

Watch this space for more fetish experiences.

Admin's Hair Fetish Experience - 3 New Victims

Since COVID-19, I never got to have any interesting victims for hair and anything. I do pass by long-haired women and girls in general like you always see, but none in specific such as a classmate, or a friend's aunt, or something like that. The last real-life victims I eyed even if it was for a short period were my roommate's girlfriend, my best friend's aunt, and my junior in college. Since I moved abroad, I have come across really nice tempting hairs and a lot of hot moms. Let's keep it about hair here, but there wasn't to eye on specifically which I was fine with but then things changed and I got three this year and I will talk about two of them. I don't think anything would have happened. Just wanted to tell you how much I liked it and what I wished for while seeing these three people.

1. My Shift Manager

The first time I noticed her was on the first day of a part-time job I did initially. She was in her 30's (but looked older; ngl) and she was a little overweight and being a hair fetisher, the first thing you would look for is her hair; not that looked for it but that it caught my attention. She had her golden blonde hair down nearly close to her waist, slightly wavy. But I couldn't help noticing it. I didn't talk to her that time though she just passed by to check if we were doing the work and all. 

The first two times after I saw her, I didn't go for the part-time job for a really long time but then after a few months I got a shift and I went back, and I hoped to see her. There she walked by with her hair let down as usual, except that it isn't till her waist, but till mid-back. She cut her hair! Wow! I saw her for the first time with long hair and a few months later, I saw that she has cut her hair. I don't think I would know if it was cut even shorter and was growing or that she has only cut till her shoulder. But truth be told, it suits her and looks neat unlike the earlier hairstyle. I hope she grows it again and it's been a month since I saw her but I hope to get a shift soon and see her with (long hair or no hair).

2. My Co-worker

She is a 20-year-old woman; very young for me but I am only after her hair which is brown in colour till her waist though I couldn't figure out the actual length because her hair was in a braid the first time I saw her. Not a thick braid but not too thin either but it looked good and the time I saw her with her hair let down, it didn't look tempting enough but it was long till her waist. 

But the last time I saw her, her hair was in a pony and she has washed it, which made it look really good that you want to grab scissors and chop the pony off. I did get to feel her hair once here and there but nothing more than you think you would. She is kind of hot but too young for me. Maybe her hair alone would do. 

What is the worst thing that could happen if I cut her hair because you couldn't help it? Get fired. Or to avoid that, talk her through it, but how and why would be her response and that would put me in a spot.

Hair Fetishism Outside the Country

 Well it's been long since I have been here and since I posted something but I was caught up with work and all and so I couldn't do it. But my fetish was still there and I watch the same old haircut head shave videos and something else if you know you know. 

But I didn't want that alone and wanted to do it for real. When I thought I would be prepared and learn some haircuts, I have to move abroad and here things are a bit too expensive so it is certainly going to take time. But apart from that, I do check out on hairs of women that interest me because that is all you could do. You can't really go and touch them now that you are older. 

There are many nationalities and so you get to see different types of hairstyles and you can choose whether to take them or not. There are quite some Indians as well but very few have that appealing hair so let us talk about the whites. 

Well, so far I haven't seen any Rapunzel-type women but some of them have got really nice long hair. It might not be too long or might not have enough volume but it actually looks good because of its silky texture and also because of the colour. I like the brown-haired women the most because of the colour; both light and dark but I prefer the middle one. 

When you come across tempting long hair, you tend to eye on it as long as you can but not for too long, and also want to take a good look in the face. You can also see that some of them have got facial hair like beards. (There are some guys growing out their hairs too and it is quite annoying because we are here for the ladies.)

The women with tempting hair might not be perfectly in shape but their hairs cover up those in a way. I wasn't a fan of ponytails but now I seem to like it. Not for all, only some and only if it is tied up and not down. But otherwise, it is a delight indeed and now all I need to do is find a place to learn haircutting and be prepared. It is so expensive to visit a unisex salon and so you can't see that many ladies to be honest. But then, there are female barbers in barbershops as well cutting men's hair but I want the other way round and I haven't seen a woman in the chair next to me yet. 

Well, that's all for now. There won't be stories anymore. Maybe some experiences and it won't be regular though, because that's life. 

Hot Mom Alert

 I love moms. Moms are hot and I couldn't help checking out on them more than the younger ones. They are called milfs for a reason (Mother I'd Like to F**k) There is a certain kind of attractiveness in them that makes them hotter. Be it the younger ones or the older ones. And when you are a fetishist, you also want those moms to have long hair and you like long-haired moms a lot. 

You come across all kinds of moms, younger or older, long-haired or short-haired, open hair or braided, modern clothes or salwar or saree, simple or style, whatever or however they look, moms are hot. I usually get turned on when I see moms with their children, and if they have long hair, you want them bad. And because they are with the kids, you have the urge to wish to do something with their moms or the hair, and I don't mind doing it in front of kids. Also I want to go to the kids and tell them, 'I want to do your Mommy.' Also I would help them what I would do to their mothers. 

There is this one fantasy I always had: Cutting a mother's hair in front of her kids, or son. they should feel upset watching their mother being deprived of her pride and shame. Something I badly want to happen. 

If there is a family of three or four or five, I check out the mother. If it is only the mother and a child, I check out the mother. Of course, I see the cute baby but then I turn to the mother and fantasise for the moments. Even in the entertainment field, the moms in movies or series or even cartoons are so hot or presented hot and the long hair is a turn on. 

Don't really have much of experiences with moms in public. If they have amazing hair, I check out the hair and wish it was longer so I can cut it. If the moms are wearing jeans, I check out their ass and wish to spank them. Also it is nice to see kids playing with their mother's hair and that is instant turn-on. As long as they take care of themselves, they look amazing and in that way, I can get to bang them and shear their hairs badly. 

So what do you think of moms? I have become a milfomaniac.