Friday, October 21, 2022

My Hair Fetish - Then & Now

 It's been more than ten years since I developed this fetish and a lot has happened in terms of fantasies, perceptions, and all, except one. Never have I ever got a chance to cut and shave hair of women. I tried in school but very minimal and only resulted in strands. I tried in college but the academics kept me hooked. And this year when I actually thought of learning haircuts so I can be prepared, I left the country. 

In my current scenario, it is possible but will take time. But I still keep checking out long hair wishing to cut them off and touch it if possible. Earlier, I used to touch a lot of hair of women, be it, teachers, at school or any passer-by in shopping malls or girls in college, it was quite easy. you had to walk past them slowly and feel their hair and make it like happen by chance. But now it isn't that possible as you are a grown-up man and you certainly don't want to be mistaken or a creep or pervert. Well, it is easy for a 14-year-old boy to touch a woman's hair by chance but certainly isn't possible for a 24-year-old to do the same tactics in touching a woman's hair as he did ten years ago. As you grow older, you become more careful and at the same time, the urge increased to its utmost peak. You are done with watching long hair, haircut videos and checking out long hairs, and reading fetish stories and jerking off to them. You want more. You really want to cut a woman's hair. For that, you have to be out in the world to put some action. Something I tried in my earlier years only to result in failure. It is also about the guts. I was so gutsy before that my actions would have put me in trouble but now I have subdued, not entirely. But now, that you are older, it is harder. So all I got to do now is, wait. Maybe not too long but then long enough to be prepared. Learning haircutting is one thing to be done, and also get a haircut in a unisex salon where you can also see woman's haircuts as well; is something I wish had done back home but now it isn't possible. 

It was fun checking out a lot of hair in malls and in public, urging to touch them but couldn't and so could only watch from a distance till it is out of sight. Now I am abroad, I don't see as tempting hair as I used to back home. Indian woman's hair is much beautiful than the West I believe as they have more length and volume. Woman in the west does have but it is quite rare you see an amazing one. Let's hope for the best. Thank you for reading. 

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