Tuesday, September 15, 2020

My Hair Fetish Dreams (with Actresses)

So I am going to share some of the dreams I had related to hair fetish with celebrities. I will share the ones I have seen till 15th September 2020. Certain celebrities have been repeated in the dreams and so I will mention the names and the dreams I had with them so far. 

(Note: I never had any fetish dreams with random people so far and so it will only be celebrities, be it from TV, films, etc)

A) TV ACTRESSES:

1)    Divyanka Tripathi: 

·      Early 2016: She was Ishita as in the serial Yeh Hai Mohabbatein. I went to her room and saw her looking out at the window. Her long hair was tempting me and I entered the room and walked towards her quickly and she turned back. I smiled at her and she turned to the window again. I hugged her from behind; my face buried in her long hair. She tried to resist but I held her tight enough and later she relented. I made her face me, my arms around her, touching and feeling her long hair. I hugged her as my hands slid down from the neck till the butt feeling her hair. I couldn’t do much because the dream faded.

·      2020, June: We were doing some gardening I guess, and her hair was tied and long as it used to be earlier. She was wearing a purple top and black pants and I just watched her. After the work, we were heading back and she walked towards the washroom and I followed her quietly. She opened her hair because she was sweating and was about to tie it again when I held her hand. She spurned my advances but I held her hand again and kissed it. I knelt down and kissed her hand starting from the fingers and up till her shoulders. I thought of doing it step by step and didn’t even touch her hair. But I guess I didn’t have much time because even before I could do something, the dream was fading and I got up. And I hated that!

 

2)    Mrunal Thakur:  

·      Late 2015: This was during Kumkum Bhagya serial where she was out in the streets looking for someone, and I stopped her saying I know where she is and grabs her by the hand. She was hesitant and I dragged her. The next moment, we were in a room and I pushed her to the bed. She tried to get up and I held her tightly, kissing her lips and also feeling her long hair. She resisted so badly and I tried to stop her and even before I could do something, my down was leaking and the dream faded and I was awake after wetting my pants.

 

3)    Surbhi Jyoti: 

·      Early 2016: She was in captive. She was dressed like those characters in Qubool Hai, maybe she was that character in the dream. She was tied to her chair and was half-conscious. I was the capturer I guess and I looked at her for sometime. Her hair was in the front from both sides and so I touched and felt her long hair and I loved it. I looked at the partly unconscious girl, my hands still on her hair. Her luscious lips were craving for a kiss and so I gave a peck. That’s all I remember and nothing really happened after that.

 

4)    Shruti Ulfat: 

·      Late 2016: This was set in some caravan I guess. Where she was sitting before me and we were having an argument about something. I was having comb and scissors in my hand. She was getting ready for a shot and the argument happened out of nowhere. So in a fit of rage, I got up and started cutting her hair with the scissors I had in my hand. She started crying begging me not to cut her hair but I didn’t listen to it and tried cutting all her hair.

 

5)    Shagun Ajmani: 

·      Mid 2016: She was the only TV actress with whom I got to chat with thrice on Instagram. And all my requests for cutting her hair went in vain. So the dream happened between that times. She was in a washroom or something and I barged in without any warning. She was looking at the mirror setting herself and getting ready for something. She saw me coming and turned back to the mirror. Her hair was in the front and she caressed it looking at the mirror. I walked towards her held her tightly. She was resisting and tried to free herself from the grip. I tried to touch her hair but she managed to get away by then. While looking at the mirror, I held her from behind and kissing her neck I guess, she relented for a while and then loosened my grip. I moved at a side watching her get ready. She combed her hair one last time and was about to leave when I grabbed her hand twirled her around, took the scissors which was on the sink and chopped her long hair at the neck level. She was shocked as her hands went to her hair which has become short. I gave her the cut hair and she couldn’t believe what happened as I left the washroom after putting the scissors back. Her hair would have been spared if there wasn’t any scissors. So this is the first time, I cut someone’s hair in the dream. Specifically, an actresses’ hair and Shagun Ajmani happens to be the first TV actress whose hair I cut in my dream, second being Shruti Ulfat.

 

6)    Anu Joseph: 

·      Mid 2015: I don’t remember the setting and the situation of the dream. Only I remember was that Anu Joseph was there in the dream and her hair was there; big, long and open. I never thought I would do that, but the first thing I did was, put her hair inside my pants and that very moment, I began to cum, and I ended up wetting my pants in real. That’s the first time I did hair job in a dream and I wish to do the same on her hair.

 

B)  FILM ACTRESSES:

I)              SOUTH:

1)    Rajisha Vijayan 


·      2017, May: So the first time she came in my dream, I saw her looking at the mirror and the only thing my eyes could see was her beautiful long hair and I couldn’t help staring at it. So I stepped forward and then hugged her from behind. I could also feel her long hair in my hands as well as face. I was going crazy as I couldn’t help feeling her hair on me. And before I could enjoy it any further, my down was leaking and the dream faded and I was awake after wetting my pants.

·      2018, October: In this dream, she was standing before the mirror and combing her long hair. I came from behind, took the comb from her hand and started combing her hair while my other hand was around her. She looked at the mirror seeing me comb her hair and smiled. I then held her hair with my other hand and looked at the mirror saying, ‘let’s chop it all off.’ She was shocked and turned to me, while I held her shoulders and pecked thrice on her lips. This dream happened during the time we came across Rajisha’s pics with short hair wondering if she has actually cut her hair short.

 

2)    Sshivada

·      2019, April: In the dream which was slightly a dark setting, her husband leaves her with her small daughter and she is sad about the same. I was the one comforting her as she watches her husband leave the apartment and she is in tears. She leans on my chest to be comforted and I put my hands around her to console. While I see her husband vanishing from the sight, I could feel her hair and my hands began sliding around her hair. I held her tight and my fingers brushed through her hair. The girl was watching me innocently not knowing what I am planning to do with her mother. Sshivada could sense something was not right about my touch and I wanted to take her to the room that very instant. But then, the down started leaking and the dream faded and I woke up.

 

3)    Swasika

·      2020, May: I didn’t really have a dream that featured her, but the strange thing was the thought of her in the dream led my down to leak badly and I woke up wetting my pants.

 

II)            BOLLYWOOD:

1)    Deepika Padukone 

·      2015: I don’t clearly remember the dream but it was set in some night street where she was flaunting her hair as in the ad. I walked towards her and started brushing her hair with my fingers, but then my down started leaking and the dream faded and I woke up.

·      2020, March: In this dream, I was in the washroom washing my hands and next to me was Deepika drying her hair. Her hair was short, only till shoulders. I pulled her hair and she turned to me saying Hi. We talked for a while and then she continued drying her hair while I left.

 

2)    Diana Penty

·      2019, November: This happened when she was at an interview along with Deepika but I didn’t pay heed to the latter. I went behind Diana’s chair and hugged her from behind, touching and feeling her hair, kissing her face and all. There was also another dream I had with her much earlier but I don’t remember that unfortunately.

 

3)    Jacqueline Fernandez 

·      2016, October: I was the happiest person when she first came in my dream and of course the first thing I wanted to do was, cut her hair. The setting looked like that of a volunteering work where she was wearing a black top and blue jeans along with a cap. Her hair was tied and the pony was hung from the cap hole. I was behind her and wanted to chop it all off. But I was only able to cut little by little and not in chunks. But as I was trying to cut her hair, my down was leaking, the dream was fading.

·      2020, August: In this dream, I saw her with the Housefull 3 girls I think and while others were sitting on the floor, she was lying on someone’s lap and her hair was fully out there waiting to be attacked by my hands and maybe scissors. My instant reaction would be to walk towards her and get hold of her hair and the moment I went there, I saw scissors lying next to her hair and I picked it up and started to cut her hair. She did get up and I was still trying to cut her hair. I couldn’t cut in huge chunks as I wanted to but only in bits and parts. While I was cutting, my down was also leaking badly and couldn’t do it properly and the dream faded.

 

4)    Tabu 

·      Early, 2015: All I remember was she was at an awards function looking hot with her hair in the front and I walked towards her. But even before I could reach her, my down started leaking badly as the dream faded.

·      2018, October: This was happening at some film set I think where she was sitting on top of a brick wall, not too high and I guess I was the AD in the dream as I walked towards her with the writing pad. As I was telling her about the shot, I held her thighs and spread her legs apart pulling her towards me. When we were almost close, my down was leaking and the dream was fading.

 

5)    Malaika Arora 

·      Early 2018: The setting of the dream was in some green room where I was the coordinator or something and Malla was also dressed up to perform. While she was looking at the mirror adjusting her dress and hair, I walked towards her and pinned her at the wall and kissed her. Well it wasn’t really a kiss but just mouth to mouth almost eating. Then I said to her, ‘I want to have a session with you.’ And that instant I grabbed her by the hair and took her out to the open of the green room. There was a table with all the costumes and the other stuff and I pushed them all away to make space and pinned her to the table. While I was trying to unzip my pants, my hands were placed on her ass and wanted to lift her dress up to reveal her naked butt. Even before I could do it completely, the dream faded. Luckily, there wasn’t any leaking.

·      2020, June: She was in a room with a bunch of naughty kids sitting on a sofa and saying something about them on camera. As I was turning to leave, I hear a scream and I see the kids attacking her like anything. Climbing over her and all that. She couldn’t move as the kids overpowered her. I decided to help and tried to pull her legs off the sofa. She almost fell off the sofa but luckily I was holding her legs and everything except her legs were on the sofa. And while the kids were busy overpowering her, I held her legs around my waist and rubbed my down in between them. Yes, I was jerking; the down leaked badly and the dream faded. Ah Malla!

 

6)    Karisma Kapoor 

·      2019, March: We were sitting next to each other on the stairs and talking. She was dressed in a polka dot dress and looked stunning. I was also touching her hair while talking and I asked her to look at the other side and she turned back to see nothing. I leaned forward waiting for her to turn her face back to me and when that happened, my lips were on hers. It was smooth and passionate. She was surprised but didn’t resist. I held her face to kiss her properly and could also feel her hair and she relented completely. We got up and moved up the stairs, still kissing passionately and when we reached upstairs, it was dark and I tried to unbutton her dress as we both moved in darkness.

·      2019, April: The setting was an outdoor event and there were both the sisters; Kareena and Karisma and in short, Bebo and Lolo respectively. I was among the audience watching them and Kareena was addressing the gathering while Karisma stood there along with our dignitaries. My eyes were on Lolo as I was reminded of the kiss we had before. I couldn’t wait anymore as I got up from the audience and rushed towards the dais. The dignitaries and the audience were stunned and the Kapoor sisters looked confused as they didn’t know what was happening or going to happen. The moment I sprang on the stage, I seized Lolo by her face and smooched her. Everyone was shocked to see my action. Lolo was too shocked to react or resist while I held her face and smooched her so badly that we fell off the stage. Bebo shouted at the guests and the security guards asking them to do something. People were surrounding us with guards trying to pull me away while I was kissing Lolo and also rubbing my down on her. Rubbing led to jerking and jerking led to fading and we are back to reality.

·      2020, April: This dream was a mix up of the last two dreams I had with Karisma. And this was the first wet dream I had after a really long time. I don’t remember much about the dream though. All I remember was Karisma and I are at a corner and I forcibly smooched her to her shock and didn’t let go off her as my down started leaking and the dream started fading.

 

7)    Sonali Bendre 

·      2019, January: I guess this was probably the first time she came in my dream and her hair has grown till her shoulders while in reality at that time, she was bald and was back after treatment. With her hair grown till shoulders in the dream, I was standing beside her, caressing her hair and saying, ‘Your hair will grow long Ma’am… your hair will grow long.’

·      2019, October: We were travelling in a bus together and we had taken a window seat where she was reading a book and I was leaning on her shoulder listening to her. Her hair was long in the dream and of course I did brush them and caress them with my fingers while listening to her. And then, we got little intimate and I kissed on her lips to her surprise. She looked at me and I responded with another kiss, this time she relented to it and I was also feeling her hair while kissing her. And then the dream faded.

·      2020, March: In this dream, she had short hair; the exact length in reality at that time and she came to my place for an interview. It was happening in my room and while I was arranging my room, she was there at the door. We greeted each other and then sat on the bed. We were all easy going while talking and I made sure that the door was closed, if not locked. And while talking, we ended up lying on the bed, still talking. I was caressing her short hair and wanted to ask about it, but I didn’t because I wanted to take it slow. But dreams won’t wait that long and all I could do was caress her short hair. But I did like it, though not satisfied enough.

·      2020, September: This was set in some salon I guess and Sonali was on a chair. Her hair has grown long enough though it hasn’t reached the ideal length of hers but I was very happy that I was brushing her hair a lot with my fingers, holding it all together and burying my face in it. Wow! That was wonderful. She was surprised by my love for her hair and didn’t mind however. I told her how happy I was to see her hair growing and asked her to grow it little longer and not cut it. She agreed and I told the stylist to work on her hair colour or something.

 

8)    Aishwarya Rai

·      2014, August: This happened during the time I was watching a lot of hair ads featuring actresses, especially L’Oreal Paris with Aishwarya Rai. So when she came in my dream for the first time, she was dressed in red as in the ads and flaunting her brown hair and obviously my first instance was to touch and feel her hair. I charged towards her to feel her hair but then, I lose balance and my lips were on hers. Yes, that’s how the First Kiss happened. My first kiss in the dream was with the gorgeous and sexy Aishwarya Rai. I just wanted to touch and feel her hair but ended up kissing her. She too responded and we were kissing so passionately. Man, it was wonderful. I was kissing her lips and also feeling her hair at the same time. Mind Blowing! 

·      2017, April: This dream was set in some red carpet event where she was being escorted to her car probably after the event, and there were people gathered around not much though. I was also among there and while I tried to reach out to her, I fell down on the ground. People tried helping me up but I wasn’t really able to get up. Even Aish stepped forward to help but in vain. So she leaned forward and kissed me on the cheek. Suddenly, I was charged and rose up quickly. I tried to kiss her back but she said, ‘No.’ 


·      2017, June: We were in an elevator together; dressed in black along with some other people in suits moving up. We were at two sides of the lift with people in between and I was eyeing on the hot lady. We reached a particular floor and all except me and Aish, stepped out of the elevator. I watched them leaving and when the elevator closed, I quickly turned to her and kissed her lips. Aish was too shocked to react while I held her face and smooched her so badly that she would remember it for life. But I loved it! 


·      2018, March: The scenario of this dream looked like some sort of an office where I see Aishwarya and her daughter Aaradhya sitting at a corner waiting for their turn in a not so busy scenario. I walk towards them as they both get up. We talked and I said Hi to Aaradhya and made her turn at the other side and the moment she turned away, I quickly turned to Aishwarya and started kissing her. She too responded without any hesitation. We were still kissing and little Aaradhya was still looking away not knowing what was happening. And of course, I didn’t want her to see me kissing her Mom who is hot as hell. 


·      2019, January: I was walking across the street after dinner and it was dark. Suddenly, a light shown on the side, and something was being projected on the wall. It was the Instagram account of Aishwarya Rai, and I walked towards it to see what was happening. Next to the screen projection, I saw Aish dressed in hot black dress, seductive as hell. Her hands were raised and her eyes were closed. I walked towards her and to my surprise, I didn’t kiss as usual because that was the first thing I do when she comes in my dream. I moved closer to her and rubbed my down on her. She moaned like a bitch like my continued rubbing my down which led to jerking and the dream faded with me having wetted my pants. 


·      2019, February: This was set in some street where Aish was going for some inauguration and she was being escorted by the guards or something and there weren’t much people and so there wasn’t any chances of being mobbed. She had to cross the road along with the guards and I pretended to be one acting as if I was escorting her. I signaled them to wait, and looked at the other side and signaled to cross. Aish came little forward along with the guards who were behind her. I was still looking at the other side and I could sense her coming closer. When she had reached closer, I turned to her and kissed her. The guards stopped and stepped away, so did the people. They weren’t shocked but just watched me kissing Aish who responded slowly and didn’t resist. I kissed her lips smoothly as I also wanted to hear the sound of our lips when touched with each other’s lips. We were kissing in the middle of the road with people only watching and I loved that. 


 

·      2020, July: This was set in some random backstage where me and my team and leaving the stage after a performance and while I walk across the green room, I saw some artists putting makeup and stuff for their programme on one side and when I looked in further, I saw Aish lying on a couch on the other side. She looked younger and was dressed like Jodhaa Bhai in Jodhaa Akbar. So basically, that was Jodhaa Bhai in the dream. But I loved it, historical character with long hair and even hotter. Jodhaa was relaxing on the couch but I rushed towards her and was upon her. I kissed her luscious lips and she didn’t respond or even resist. But I was kissing her lips and also rubbing my down on her at the same time. Rubbing my down led to jerking and that led to the dream fading leaving me with wet pants. 

 


So these are the dreams I had with actresses as of 15th September, 2020. There are some other dreams which I don’t remember vividly but I had fun in all these dreams. Hope you enjoyed it. Thank you for reading.

 

Thursday, September 10, 2020

How my Hair Fetish Evolved in a Decade

 

Introduction:

When I started this page, my first post was on how I developed my hair fetish in a nutshell. But now in this post, I am going to tell how it has evolved in the past one decade in detail mentioning every year in specific.


2010:

One fine day, I had this weird thought on how it would be if a long hair if cut, and after school, I opened the computer and searched for a haircut video in YouTube and watched it. I kind of liked it, and watched another one. I watched frequently when no one’s home. But most of it were tutorial videos or just normal haircuts at salons. Slowly I realised that I wanted to watch dramatic ones, so I used the keywords like Movie haircut, forced haircuts and so on and I enjoyed that a lot more than the other. And so, I kept watching them when no one’s home and I didn’t know what exactly I was feeling.


2011:

I still continued to watch haircut videos but not frequently as before. Because I want to experience it in real and so I stepped out to get some hair. I made an attempt to touch and feel the hair of the ones that interested me. I was stunned when I came across really long hair. At school, I used to eye on certain teachers’ hair and try to touch and feel it on certain occasions. I carried a small pair of scissors at school and I even attempted to snip some hair of teachers in strands and not as a whole. I was so eccentric in this hair fantasy especially in school that my actions can nearly put me in trouble. I was almost caught because of a lady in my neighbourhood who understood my craze for her hair as I used to pass by her and feel her hair. And when I did it again, she quickly turned to the other side when I was about to feel her hair. So I am very cautious when I see her otherwise it can put me in trouble.


2012:

I kept watching haircut videos in secret and discovered the option of clear history which I have to use after I am done with my searches of videos and pictures of hair cuts from movies, tv shows and even haircuts of actresses. This is even I developed an interest for woman headshave after watching a video while looking for a haircut video. Outside, I didn’t stop the act of touching and feeling the hair whenever possible and even with the known ones. At school, I used to touch and feel a teacher’s hair while passing by and I kind of enjoy it. During class parties and other functions, I carry scissors with me under the pretext of cutting posters to stick them while it was in real to cut the teacher’s hair. I found that even a chewing gum can result in a haircut and that was from a serial I realised the same. And so I used to carry chewing gum during parties, picnic and open houses at school to stick on the teacher’s hair.


2013:

This is the time when I slowly switched to watching hot videos along with haircut and headshave. Not too much hot but only minimal stripping videos max till bra and panty because I felt weird on seeing nude. Even while seeing them, the first thing I notice in woman is her hair. I have seen videos of actresses being forced upon, I always notice their hair most of them being long. I was also eyeing on actresses with long hair then, checking out their hot videos and try fantasising it. Real might not be possible so I try doing it in dreams especially with the hair. I realised that while sleeping, I get up to wetting the pants, and I thought I was peeing while sleeping and so was conscious about it. But then it happened again and i got up at night to clean it off, it was sticky and I swear I didn’t know what it was then. I didn’t know anything about it then. Even if I wanted to do things in dreams, I didn’t want to get wet pants because of the same.


2014:

This was the breakthrough year for me in terms of my craze for hair. The time I had a Cut List featuring actresses from Bollywood and South to even TV actresses. Diana Penty was one reason why I started the list. After seeing her long hair in Tresemme ad, I was mesmerised and so I made my Cut List. I also started watching a lot of hair ads featuring actresses from Aishwarya Rai in Loreal Paris to Parachute Advansed and so on.

Once when Aishwarya came in my dream for the first time, my intention was to touch and feel her hair as in the ads I enjoyed but I ended up kissing her. It was unintentional but I enjoyed it and it has become an ardent desire to kiss her. I also looked for serial episodes featuring haircuts, or shave of any and while seeing someone with long hair, I always wonder when will someone get hold of it and cut it all off. I also joined Facebook to share all my whims and fantasies, but then I connected with many others who had the same craze as I did.


2015:

This was the time I realised what I had in fact. I understood it is called a fetish which I found out while looking for a video in a site called haironfilm.net in a caption. I found more about it in detail and understood that I am not the only one having this fetish. I found it through the ones in Facebook.

While looking for haircut and shave videos, I came across stories which shows about the fetish and how they fulfil them and it isn’t haircut alone. It also has hair play, hairjob, hair shave and so on. The stories on net did have a sexual element and that’s when I realised how it is done. But I didn’t like that much of using the down though mine becomes hard and gets wet. I preferred haircut and shave more than anything. Even if I want to do hairjob, it would be Anu Joseph’s as she has big hair and I have done hairjob in a dream. The stories on net gave me the drive to start a page and write stories but I have to wait till my schooling gets over.

2016:

This was another breakthrough period of my fetish. Because this is the time I started the page and wrote stories. The time I connected with a lot of actresses with long hair on facebook live and other social media platforms asking about cutting their long hair which was fun in provoking them. This was also the time I tried in reaching out for victims in social media most of them fake and still foolish of me to go after them.

I started college and because students were open enough, I took the baby steps in satisfying my fetish. That is, touching and pulling my classmates hair on the pretext of friendship when in real it was to satisfy. I came across many long haired girls in college and most of them with boys and I can’t approach them randomly.

Even at the time of college, I continued to satisfy my fetish my writing stories, watching videos of haircuts shave and even commercials and also little naughty stuff, not too naughty though.

My Cut List has increased rapidly with new comers and a lot others and I always crave for their hair. The haircuts in serials haven’t been appealing as the cutting was very fake. And so I stopped watching them. This was the time I realised that not every actresses in serial had long hair but were using extensions and the same is applied in the actresses as well. The highlight of the year is that Charmme Kaur chopped her long hair which was a treat to all fetishers for sure.

This was the year Ae Dil hai Mushkil released and I was mesmerised by the gorgeous and sexy Aishwarya Rai in the film as I desire to kiss her grew badly. And that is why she will always remain my profile picture.


2017:

I was slowly getting exposed to more naughtier stuff. The list started reducing as all the tv actresses were eliminated. Even my favourite Diana Penty and Jacqueline Fernandez have reduced their hair length. Watching haircuts in serials weren’t fun anymore as it looked unreal. I was still trying my luck in real. I looked for hair fetish videos in porn sites as well, but most of it featured long hair and so on. It felt weird on seeing blowjobs and f**king and pulling her hair. This was the time when Malaika Arora caught my attention, she looked yummy and her hair was also good enough and long. The thought of pulling the long hair while f**king came in my mind on seeing Malla and so I would like to f**k her like that and that is when I wrote about her.

Every thought and feeling upgraded to something more and that happened because of an actress. If I wanted to do hairjob, it would be on Anu Joseph’s hair. If I wanted to kiss someone, the first one would be Aishwarya. If I wanted to f**k someone, the first one would be Malaika.


2018:

The hunt for real victims continued and the number of stories too reduced because I was least motivated even I had many ideas. This was the time I realised I was more into older woman and that’s why Milfs like Aishwarya, Malaika and Tabu attracted me more than the young ones. The major highlight of the year was Sonali Bendre’s haircut. It was definitely a treat to all fetishers and I enjoyed the video. But when I saw her previous pics with long hair, I was heartbroken. I regret for not paying attention to it. After cutting her hair I realised that I loved it, but it’s gone and now I am waiting for her to grow long so I can cut it but it will take some time. Ironically in my Cut List, not everyone has tempting long hair and I am waiting for them to grow long.


2019:

This was the time it has reached the extreme and everything has become a boring routine.

I found that older women and more obsessed with growing their hair long than the young ones. Actress Karisma Kapoor has been included in my Cut List recently because of her long hair which she never had in her early years. And so in my Bollywood fantasy List consists of:

Aishwarya Rai

Malaika Arora

Tabu

Sonali Bendre

Raveena Tandon

Karisma Kapoor

Because I am more into older woman, I began watching videos of mom and son and liked that a lot and longing to get a hot mom. While watching a video, it was unconscious but I began to rub my down and cummed quite a lot. This was when I realised what others were saying about masturbation. To be honest, this was the year where I masturbated consciously and so it has become a possible routine but after cumming, I feel I shouldn’t have done because I have to clear up after that.

After college, I was doing internship and the place i shifted to for the same didn’t have wifi and so access to self satisfaction was limited. But what i used to do was jerk on a particular porn video which i downloaded or on pictures of Malaika Arora which became a pretty boring exercise. I think because I have jerked a lot on Malla, I get a boner on seeing any post of her that she distracts me at workplace. Once I tried to watch a haircut video, and my hand went straight down. Even if it is Aishwarya Rai’s hot pic or video or any long hair play, I jerk on it. After doing, you feel you shouldn’t have done.

I developed a fantasy where I want a child to watch me cut his mother’s hair. I see a lot of long hair moms out with their child and always imagine of getting their hair and doing something with them in front of their child.

The fantasies are strong, but nothing really is happening to be honest and that is the time you almost give up. But what gives you hope is when you see the ones you has been in your cut list on tv flaunting their hair or any hair ads and so on.


Conclusion:

A lot has happened in the past one decade in terms of fetish. Am I satisfied with all that has happened? Not completely. It isn’t as fun as it used to be before. No one wants to chat and share things. They talk only when there’s a need. I am not sad about that either. Even if I have many ideas for stories, I don’t think it will happen as well. Jerking on to videos and pics isn’t really fun and it becomes a boring routine. I try fulfilling any of it in dreams be it a haircut or fun, but it has been long since I had wet dreams.

So what I am looking forward to another year; another decade? I hope a lot of things happen and also get to cut someone’s hair in real. I don’t want to carry my fetish for long and I will only stop it once I am completely satisfied.

Good luck with you all as well and let us all look forward to an extraordinary hair fetish decade.

Thursday, September 3, 2020

The Only Chance

I don’t know whether I will be able to survive this as I am like between the devil and the deep sea. But what could I’ve done. She is also at fault. Both of us are locked inside and I don’t know what to do. Both of us are ruined.

What exactly am I talking about? I will tell you everything in detail.

So friends, my name is Ashwin, aged 19. I have a haircut fetish and I do have a desire to cut women's hair but never got the opportunity. I come across many in my neighbourhood in schools, etc. and I eye their hair but don’t have the guts to fulfill my dream.

This fetish thing happened when I was 12 years old. I used to eye on woman’s hair watch hair cutting videos but never try the same in real life. I would really like to do that but how to make that happen, I have no idea. There are also certain woman whose hair I really desire to cut. A friend of mine, some of my teachers at school, some woman in the neighbourhood and so on.

By 14 or 15, my fetish grew badly and I even managed to take risks at cutting hair secretly. I used to touch and feel by chance, the hair of woman, the ones I desire to cut. There was a woman in our neighbourhood in her late 20’s. Her name is Radhika and I must tell, she really has beautiful long hair till her waist. Waist might not be long for you, but this looks really long. I noticed her hair when my fetish had began, at that time I just admired from a distance because I wasn’t too much into fetish.

Two years after I see her, I really want to cut her hair. So I try to touch and feel it whenever I get to pass by her by chance. Once when I tried, it felt so soft. But how will I cut her hair? Attack her with a pair of scissors? Or break into her house as a thief and cut? She’s married and has two kids, both below 10 years. I never got to talk to her but she knows me as we were part of neighbourhood I had talked to her husband such a soft-spoken guy, but I can’t ask him if I can cut his wife’s hair, or the kids if I can cut their mother’s hair.

There was some function in our colony and being part of it, all of us gathered. Radhika was also there in open hair ready to be touched by my hands and to be snipped with my scissors. Now I wanted to feel that hair, she was standing with someone, talking and holding a drink. I walked towards slowly without getting noticed by her and passed by her feeling her long hair. Wow! It was wonderful.

I wanted more! I turned to make my second move. I walked towards her slowly. She looked at me but I kept walking at a slow pace, acting as if nothing happened. And even before I could touch her hair, she quickly turned to the other side.

Shit! Why did she turn the side when I was about to feel it? I decided to make one more attempt. I took a glass of sprite from the drinks counter and acted as if to pass by her. The woman who she was talking to, and left and she was there alone with no obstacles around. I walked towards slowly without looking at her so that I can pass behind her and feel her hair, holding my drink and when I was close to feel her hair, she turned the other side quickly. I walked a little away from her and turned to her. She was looking at me.

Fuck! Then I realised that she has understood my craze now I can’t even stand near her or else I will be in trouble. Because my father is also a coordinator among all in our neighbourhood and if things go wrong I am doomed. I can only watch her hair from a distance and I crave for it badly but I am helpless.

For three years, I had to go through this. Forget touching, I can’t even come near her. I purposely act as if I am scared of her and I walk away and she just looks at me plainly.

I watch haircut videos and satisfy somehow also read stories but to eye on someone in the neighbourhood has become difficult thanks to Radhika.

After my schooling, I went to a different city for my college and didn’t go home for like two years and I was happy with my new life.

During one of the holidays, my family was determined to bring me home and so I decided to go home for two weeks, that too after two years.

The day I landed home was the day we had a function outside our neighbourhood and we had to go for that even if I didn’t want to. I don’t remember what the event was but it was in a big house which was taken for rent for the party. It was a big hall with tables all around and a small stage in the centre. It was like a grand party. There were also some rooms for others to fit in and not be too exposed. The party was grand and all were having a good time, even our neighbours and the people in our community were also there. I felt good because I can eat a lot the day I landed. Many others talked to me asking about my college life and all that and suddenly I got sight of Radhika. You know who I am talking about right? I am seeing her after two years and I never thought of her in those two years. How does it feel after seeing her (hair especially) ? I don’t know. I saw her from a distance talking to someone. Her side profile was visible to me. She was in saree and open hair and so I could see her hair length properly. It was reached her hips. Well all I could do is, watch from a distance and avoid landing in front of her.

Well, I focused on the party and not on her. I went to the drinks counter to get some Sprite and at that time, Radhika also came to get something for herself. She was right next to me but I ignored her. At that time, I could feel her hair and I liked it. But then, I took my drink and walked as I saw her looking at me. I really have to stay away from her, and she still thinks I am mad about her hair, well I actually am but I don’t show it.

At lunch, I had to share table with Radhika’s husband and at that time she wasn’t there. He is such a soft-spoken guy and we began talking while having lunch. Radhika came after sometime with her food and sat next to her husband looking at me. I didn’t look at her and focussed on my lunch. Radhika’s husband was talking to me while she quietly had her lunch till she got company as a lady sat next to her.

I walked away after lunch and didn’t know what to do. The music was playing loud, kids are running around. Most of the guests are in the hall and so I thought of going to the room and take rest for some time, away from people and music. The room was like any other room in a home, it had a balcony, a bathroom attached, and plenty of gifts in the bed. Luckily, there weren’t people in that room or any nearby for disturbance.

I went to the bathroom because I had drunk a lot and didn’t want to pee in pants while resting. And while washing my hands, I saw a pair of scissors in a holder next to the sink. There were also toothbrush comb and all that. But scissors would only catch my attention among all.

But the sad part is, I can’t use those scissors even if I wanted to. Radhika is the main reason, and because of her, I can’t even try anyone else as she would know it’s me. So what can you do Ashwin? Just leave the bathroom quickly and rest for sometime. I said that to myself and I opened the bathroom door to get out.

When I came out of the bathroom, I saw a woman standing before the mirror and setting her saree right but she didn’t see me. After putting the saree’s end to her shoulder, she began brushing her hair with a comb. The hair was long and soft and I would definitely fall for it.

But then she turned to me, and I got the shock of my life. It was Radhika. Why? Why? Why? Can’t I live in peace. Even she looked shocked on seeing me and she must’ve thought that I was hiding to check her out when I wasn’t but that is not going to convince her either.

R: What the hell are you doing here?

Me: I was in the washroom. I just…

Slap! I got one even before I could finish my sentence. I was angry but I should be calm before things go out of control.

Me: Please, I can explain.

R: What’s your intention Mister? Since the beginning, you are after me. Every time, even today. At the bar, next to my husband, and now here.

Me: You are mistaken. I swear I didn’t see you here. I just went to the washroom.

R: I will put an end to your nonsense.

(She turned to leave the room but I held her hand pleading her. )

R: Leave my hand. I will tell my husband about you and you will face the consequences.

I was in terror as she is going to ruin my life with this misunderstanding of hers. Radhika rushed towards the door to get out but I grabbed her by the hair to stop her, as that was the only thing I could reach out to and flung her inside. She fell on the bed and I stood near the door.

Me: Radhika, please listen to me.

R: You devil, you won’t be spared.

She got up and charged towards the exit, but I pulled her back inside even she could peep outside. I closed the door and pinned her against the door. She started shouting but I covered her mouth with one hand, and I locked the door with the other. She tried to scream but I had covered it tightly so her voice won’t reach outside. She tried freeing herself but I held her tightly so she doesn’t create a ruckus with my life.

I tried to convince her to not make any noise. I begged her literally as there was no other way out or else I am doomed. She stopped making noise and started breathing as I removed my hand from her mouth. But my hands were holding her without me realising. She was a few inches shorter than me but I don’t need to bend my head. I looked at her as she is relieving from what had happened. I could also feel her hair as I took a chance. She then looked at me,

R: You are not going to get my hair.

Me: I don’t want your hair. Just leave me alone.

R: You leave me alone.

Me: Ssshhhh! Please.

My hands reached her shoulders slowly and I could feel her hair. I could sense her breathing which felt different. My right hand on her shoulder slowly slipped towards her arm pulling her saree down. I could see shock in her eyes when I did that. I could also see her amazing figure. She didn’t react to my surprise.

R: Now what are you going to do?

Me: First you tell me.

I moved closer to her, like really close. I placed my hands on her shoulders feeling the bare parts and then the hands moved towards the neck as my fingers could feel her hair. I placed my hands there just to feel her hair. She pushed  my hands away and walked forward.

R: I won’t give you my hair.

I then grabbed her by the hand pulling her towards me and holding her by the waist close to her ass.

Me: What will you give me then?

R: Nothing.

Me: You have to give me something.

R: (showing her hand) A nice slap with this hand. You want that?

She walked towards the door and out of impulse I pulled out her saree completely and threw it away. She looked shocked so was I but I couldn’t help seeing her wonderful figure which she is trying to cover at present. Her hair was in the front.

R: (Shocked) What are you doing?

Me: Aren’t you going to ruin my life?

R: What?

Me: Go and tell your husband what I did to you. Or what I am going to do.

I walked towards her as she walked backwards in fright. At once, I grabbed her and hugged her tightly kissing her neck exactly where her hair is. Radhika tried to free herself but I held her as tight as possible. I expected her to scream but she didn’t.

R: What are you doing? Leave me.

I let her go the moment she asked me to leave her. But that’s not the end. I twirled her around and begun hugging her from behind feeling her bareback. I could also feel her hair which is right in front. When my one hand was holding her, the other hand was trying to remove the string of her blouse and it happened. I let go off her again and tried to remove the hook of her blouse.

With great difficulty, I managed to undo the hooks of her blouse and then there is her bra strap of pink colour. I undid the hook of the bra and then began kissing her bareback holding her tightly from behind with one hand and the other hand was sliding all over the back moving the folds of the blouse aside.

Radhika was relenting to all that is happening to her when I expected her to resist and scream. She showed little kind of resistance or nothing at all.

I led her towards the mirror holding her shoulders and showing our reflection. Her hair was in the front, her figure was clearly visible.

I put my hands around her feeling her navel and kissing her neck. I could also feel her hair and saw her closing her eyes and enjoying it maybe. My hands slowly raised to touch her boobs and the moment it reached closer, I started pressing them and she moaned in pain. I pressed it as hard as I can as she moaned in pain, with her eyes closed.

Me: Radhika

She responded with a moan and I twirled her around making her face me, her hands were on my shoulders. Both my hands were touching her bareback and I pulled her towards me and started kissing her. It was a bad one, I meant we were kissing very badly that she almost bit my lips.

I pushed her aside and slapped her for biting my lips. She hit back in return and I seized her face in fury. She has become a mess thanks to me and I will make her even messier.

Me: See what I do to you?

R: What are you going…?

Even before she could finish speaking, I lifted her up and placed her on the table next to the dressing table, slightly higher and then placed her legs on the table.

I pulled up her skirt completely revealing her sexy legs and then my hand went beneath the skirt for treasure. I could feel her panty and so I pulled it down removing it from her legs. She looked stunned when she saw me holding her pink panty and threw it.

I spread her legs and then unzipped my pants for a session.

R: What are you going to do?

I pulled her towards me her legs clinged around my waist , and then holding her, I started banging her. I fucked her like real hard that she started moaning in pain when my cock entered her pussy. I was also pulling her hair that at that time and doing it. She was enjoying, I was enjoying and I can’t believe that I did it.

R: (Moaning) Akash!

Me: What?

I was still fucking her badly and she was asking me to stop it I guess. But even after all these years, she never bothered to even remember my name.

R: Akash.

Me: You don’t even know my name.

R: What’s in a name?

Me: Really?

I held her hair and fucked her hard and she moaned in pain, I also got the opportunity to feel her hair. I can’t believe what is happening currently. There is a party happening out there, and I am here fucking Radhika which I never thought would happen, because I only wanted her hair, not her.

Radhika placed her hands on my shoulders tightly as she was in pain while I was still banging her badly. After a hardcore session, I withdrew from her and put on the pants. She was panting after the session, and she looked like a slut. Her skirt was up to her knees and I could see her bare legs and her blouse was almost off so I could see her bare shoulders.

I went to the washroom to wash my face and when I looked at the mirror after washing, my eyes caught sight of the scissors and I suddenly thought of something.

Yes, the Evil Me is planning something. I took the scissors from the holder and kept it in my pocket. I came out of the washroom, to see Radhika dressing up as she has become a mess. She was trying to put up the hooks of both her bra and her blouse. Well, I came at the right time and put it for her. Her hair was in the front so I took it and placed in the back spreading it across.

R: Now I need to wear the saree.

Me: Don’t forget to wear your panty.

I took her panty from the floor and gave it to her. She snatched it as I went to the bed and laid from some time as I was tired. I was watching her dress up. She was presently draping the saree. I thought she would ask me to help her but she didn’t.

Me: Can I help you?

R: It’s okay. I am almost done.

Me: Let me help you Radhika.

R: You have helped me enough. Thank you…

Me: Haven’t you done this before?

R: I never had such an amazing session even with my husband.

Me: That’s sad.

R: But you have satisfied me enough. That too at this point of time, anyone can come in now.

Me: Nobody’s going to come in now. (Getting up from the bed) Radhika, I have satisfied you. Now you satisfy me.

R: (Putting the saree on the shoulder) Why? Aren’t you satisfied?

Me: Not yet.

I was walking towards her slowly and she remained there, well she isn’t scared of me anymore, why should she?

R: What is it Akash? Or whatever your name is.

I was in front of her and then lifted her hair portion tossing it a bit.

Me: Radhika, you’ve got really nice hair.

R: Thanks.

Me: The first thing that attracted me was your hair. And I was craving for it badly. Never thought of having you here and banging you like hell. You have been satisfied but I am not satisfied.

R: What do you mean?

I took out the pair of scissors from my pocket and raised in the hair and I could see the shock in her eyes.

Me: Don’t worry Radhika, I will take care of your hair.

R: No, you are not doing this.

She walked backwards while I was walking towards her with the scissors. She quickly turned to the door to unlock it. But I pulled her hand from the door and flung her to the other side.

R: Don’t you dare touch my hair.

Me: I won’t. I will only cut it all off.

R: You won’t cut my hair. Or else you will be in trouble.

Me: Ah trouble? Then it won’t be me alone but the both of us. What are you going to say? That I tried to molest you or something? I will also have something to tell. That it was you who forced me upon you and I had no choice. Then what will happen? You will be a bad wife to your husband, a bad mother to your kids. You are ruined! So will 1?

On hearing this, Radhika’s face almost turned red. She placed her hands on her head in feeling of helplessness.

R: Oh no! What I have done?

Me: Let me cut your hair Radhika, and then nothing will happen outside this room, it will stay safe. I promise you.

R: You can’t cut my hair. We are in a party, if they see me with short hair, what will I tell them?

Me: That I have cut your hair.

R: Are you mad or what? Listen, whatever has happened, has happened. Let the party get over, and on a day both my husband and kids aren’t home, I will call you and you can cut my hair. What do you say?

Me: I don’t trust you. After this, you would never call me to your house, and if I try visiting you, you would complain and that’s the end of me. It’s either both of us or none. Think about it.

R: Please let me go.

Me: I won’t let go off this chance. Because this is the only chance I have. And if I don’t make use of it, I would never get it.

Suddenly, Radhika’s phone rang. It was on the dressing table and I rushed to check who it was. It was her husband and I showed her. It was also getting late and people are leaving. I left the phone in silent and placed it back.

I then turned to her and she is almost in tears. But I paid no heed to it and took the stool from under the table placing it in the centre.

Me: The sooner you do, the sooner you go home.

Radhika walked towards the stool in slow pace but I couldn’t wait longer as I grabbed her arm and sat her on the stool. I walked behind her and looked at us through the mirror. I lifted a portion of hair feeling its softness.

Me: You’ve really got nice hair. Don’t worry, it will grow soon. I am cutting it for the first and the last time, and once your hair’s grown long, never cut it.

She started crying as I lifted a portion of her hair up in the hair and cut it at the crown level. Wow! I can’t believe that I cut a woman’s hair, especially someone whose hair I have been longing for like two years. I dropped the hair on the floor as Radhika burst into tears on seeing her hair on the floor. I took another portion upwards and snipped it dropping it right in front of her.

She was watching the shocking thing of her life in the mirror because I wanted her to see it and experience it. She was crying badly but I continued cutting all her hair possible. And within few moments, all her hair is on the floow and Radhika could barely feel the hair on her head.

She looked at the mirror shockingly and broke down badly but I was happy that I achieved what I wanted to have, that too by risking my life. I went to the washroom to keep the scissors back. The moment I came out, there was a knock on the door. Oh fuck! What is happening? Radhika stopped crying and looked at the door then turned to me shockingly.

R: See, what you have done?

I ran to the door, to check the sound and I could hear Radhika’s husband calling her out. Oh shit! What to do now? I signalled her to keep quiet as I was looking for a way out of the room. But I couldn’t find any, I check the bathroom but no.

R: We are ruined. All because of you.

Yes, she is right, what is even wrong with me? The session was even more convenient right? Why did I have to cut her hair? Or why I did take so much time that it ended up people knocking at the door. No way-out every routes have been blocked, both of us have been ruined.

I then heard someone saying ‘Let’s break open the door.’ as there was no response to which I almost got a heart attack. Radhika is also terrified as she checks her phone and saw 10 missed calls, but she didn’t hear as I put it in silent.

R:What do we do now?

The moment she turned to the door, it was opened. Radhika got the shock of her life. She felt it was the end. Her husband was there, other guests were also there.

Hus: Radhika, what happened?

She turned to find me missing and was stunned. She turned to her husband who also looked shocked on seeing her hair cut.

R: I am okay dear.

Hus: (touching her messed up hair) What happened to your hair? Who did this?

R: I...cut them dear. Something...was itching my head so badly, that is why I came to the room to get rid of it. I wasn’t able to do it, so I found scissors in the bathroom and then cut it all off.

Hus: Are you mad or what? Why would you do that?

R: (Comforting him) It’s okay dear. Let’s go home. I am tired.

Hus: (Sadly) Radhika.

Radhika holds her husband’s hand and leave the room, her kids weren’t there to see the mess I have made on her. The other people there didn’t react much and they just slowly left. Even they were also shocked to see Radhika has cut off all her long hair. The one who has organised the party got some staff to clean up the mess, that is the hair on the floor.

So where am I exactly? There was a window on the top which I noticed lately, and there was also a curtain hiding the window so I sneaked into it quickly, before the door opened. The window isn’t visible to anyone as it was near the bathroom. Well Radhika has managed to escape, now what about me? I jumped through the window, not a big leap but just climbing down slowly. Luckily, I got down at the back side of the place, or else I would’ve been caught red-handed.

I slowly walked towards the front side and the guests were leaving. My family was also waiting for me, as they knew that I might have gone out for a walk or something and my father scolded me for not informing him, but otherwise it was all fine. They walked towards the parking lot and I was about to leave when I saw Radhika and her family also leaving. She saw me and looked at me in disgust. Her husband went to get the car and she was left with her kids.

Kid: Mom, Why did you cut your hair?

I liked it when her son asked about her hair. The other one is naive and isn’t aware of what happened. I walked towards her and she looked little worried. Fortunately for me, her kids just ran around distancing themselves from us, which is what I wanted. I don’t want the little kids to know that I cut their mother’s hair and had fun with her.

R: What are you doing here? How did you escape?

Me: Why are you angry? You should thank me, that I didn’t put you in trouble.

R: You’ve managed to escape putting me in trouble.

Me: If I had stayed back, then both of us would’ve been in trouble.

R: Alright, now leave. I don’t want to see you ever again.

Me: Thank you Radhika. Thank you for satisfying me, thank you for your hair.

R: And thank you for ruining my life.

Me: (Raising my hand) No Radhika,

R: (Firmly) Don’t touch me.

Me: (Moving a step back) I won’t. But I will miss you. And your long hair. I wish I could take the hair from the room.

R: Please leave before my husband comes and my kids see.

Me: Okay then, take care Radhika.

I left that very moment before her kids came running to her and her husband came with the car. I left for home thinking of all that had happened. I was happy, because I never thought I would have her hair cut and some fun with her. Satisfied!

Radhika has trimmed her hair at a salon because of the uneven cut I did and she looks nice in boycut. Her husband was upset because of the short hair. Her children cried because they loved their mother’s long hair which is no more. But it will grow and once it grows, they will be happy.

In those remaining days, I used to see her and smile at her look whereas she gives me the plain look. Well I am happy with all that happened. Waiting for my next hunt. Who will it be?