How my Hair Fetish Evolved in a Decade

 

Introduction:

When I started this page, my first post was on how I developed my hair fetish in a nutshell. But now in this post, I am going to tell how it has evolved in the past one decade in detail mentioning every year in specific.

2010:

One fine day, I had this weird thought on how it would be if a long hair if cut, and after school, I opened the computer and searched for a haircut video in YouTube and watched it. I kind of liked it, and watched another one. I watched frequently when no one’s home. But most of it were tutorial videos or just normal haircuts at salons. Slowly I realised that I wanted to watch dramatic ones, so I used the keywords like Movie haircut, forced haircuts and so on and I enjoyed that a lot more than the other. And so, I kept watching them when no one’s home and I didn’t know what exactly I was feeling.

2011:

I still continued to watch haircut videos but not frequently as before. Because I want to experience it in real and so I stepped out to get some hair. I made an attempt to touch and feel the hair of the ones that interested me. I was stunned when I came across really long hair. At school, I used to eye on certain teachers’ hair and try to touch and feel it on certain occasions. I carried a small pair of scissors at school and I even attempted to snip some hair of teachers in strands and not as a whole. I was so eccentric in this hair fantasy especially in school that my actions can nearly put me in trouble. I was almost caught because of a lady in my neighbourhood who understood my craze for her hair as I used to pass by her and feel her hair. And when I did it again, she quickly turned to the other side when I was about to feel her hair. So I am very cautious when I see her otherwise it can put me in trouble.

2012:

I kept watching haircut videos in secret and discovered the option of clear history which I have to use after I am done with my searches of videos and pictures of hair cuts from movies, tv shows and even haircuts of actresses. This is even I developed an interest for woman headshave after watching a video while looking for a haircut video. Outside, I didn’t stop the act of touching and feeling the hair whenever possible and even with the known ones. At school, I used to touch and feel a teacher’s hair while passing by and I kind of enjoy it. During class parties and other functions, I carry scissors with me under the pretext of cutting posters to stick them while it was in real to cut the teacher’s hair. I found that even a chewing gum can result in a haircut and that was from a serial I realised the same. And so I used to carry chewing gum during parties, picnic and open houses at school to stick on the teacher’s hair.

2013:

This is the time when I slowly switched to watching hot videos along with haircut and headshave. Not too much hot but only minimal stripping videos max till bra and panty because I felt weird on seeing nude. Even while seeing them, the first thing I notice in woman is her hair. I have seen videos of actresses being forced upon, I always notice their hair most of them being long. I was also eyeing on actresses with long hair then, checking out their hot videos and try fantasising it. Real might not be possible so I try doing it in dreams especially with the hair. I realised that while sleeping, I get up to wetting the pants, and I thought I was peeing while sleeping and so was conscious about it. But then it happened again and i got up at night to clean it off, it was sticky and I swear I didn’t know what it was then. I didn’t know anything about it then. Even if I wanted to do things in dreams, I didn’t want to get wet pants because of the same.

2014:

This was the breakthrough year for me in terms of my craze for hair. The time I had a Cut List featuring actresses from Bollywood and South to even TV actresses. Diana Penty was one reason why I started the list. After seeing her long hair in Tresemme ad, I was mesmerised and so I made my Cut List. I also started watching a lot of hair ads featuring actresses from Aishwarya Rai in Loreal Paris to Parachute Advansed and so on.

Once when Aishwarya came in my dream for the first time, my intention was to touch and feel her hair as in the ads I enjoyed but I ended up kissing her. It was unintentional but I enjoyed it and it has become an ardent desire to kiss her. I also looked for serial episodes featuring haircuts, or shave of any and while seeing someone with long hair, I always wonder when will someone get hold of it and cut it all off. I also joined Facebook to share all my whims and fantasies, but then I connected with many others who had the same craze as I did.

2015:

This was the time I realised what I had in fact. I understood it is called a fetish which I found out while looking for a video in a site called haironfilm.net in a caption. I found more about it in detail and understood that I am not the only one having this fetish. I found it through the ones in Facebook.

While looking for haircut and shave videos, I came across stories which shows about the fetish and how they fulfil them and it isn’t haircut alone. It also has hair play, hairjob, hair shave and so on. The stories on net did have a sexual element and that’s when I realised how it is done. But I didn’t like that much of using the down though mine becomes hard and gets wet. I preferred haircut and shave more than anything. Even if I want to do hairjob, it would be Anu Joseph’s as she has big hair and I have done hairjob in a dream. The stories on net gave me the drive to start a page and write stories but I have to wait till my schooling gets over.

2016:

This was another breakthrough period of my fetish. Because this is the time I started the page and wrote stories. The time I connected with a lot of actresses with long hair on facebook live and other social media platforms asking about cutting their long hair which was fun in provoking them. This was also the time I tried in reaching out for victims in social media most of them fake and still foolish of me to go after them.

I started college and because students were open enough, I took the baby steps in satisfying my fetish. That is, touching and pulling my classmates hair on the pretext of friendship when in real it was to satisfy. I came across many long haired girls in college and most of them with boys and I can’t approach them randomly.

Even at the time of college, I continued to satisfy my fetish my writing stories, watching videos of haircuts shave and even commercials and also little naughty stuff, not too naughty though.

My Cut List has increased rapidly with new comers and a lot others and I always crave for their hair. The haircuts in serials haven’t been appealing as the cutting was very fake. And so I stopped watching them. This was the time I realised that not every actresses in serial had long hair but were using extensions and the same is applied in the actresses as well. The highlight of the year is that Charmme Kaur chopped her long hair which was a treat to all fetishers for sure.

This was the year Ae Dil hai Mushkil released and I was mesmerised by the gorgeous and sexy Aishwarya Rai in the film as I desire to kiss her grew badly. And that is why she will always remain my profile picture.

2017:

I was slowly getting exposed to more naughtier stuff. The list started reducing as all the tv actresses were eliminated. Even my favourite Diana Penty and Jacqueline Fernandez have reduced their hair length. Watching haircuts in serials weren’t fun anymore as it looked unreal. I was still trying my luck in real. I looked for hair fetish videos in porn sites as well, but most of it featured long hair and so on. It felt weird on seeing blowjobs and f**king and pulling her hair. This was the time when Malaika Arora caught my attention, she looked yummy and her hair was also good enough and long. The thought of pulling the long hair while f**king came in my mind on seeing Malla and so I would like to f**k her like that and that is when I wrote about her.

Every thought and feeling upgraded to something more and that happened because of an actress. If I wanted to do hairjob, it would be on Anu Joseph’s hair. If I wanted to kiss someone, the first one would be Aishwarya. If I wanted to f**k someone, the first one would be Malaika.

2018:

The hunt for real victims continued and the number of stories too reduced because I was least motivated even I had many ideas. This was the time I realised I was more into older woman and that’s why Milfs like Aishwarya, Malaika and Tabu attracted me more than the young ones. The major highlight of the year was Sonali Bendre’s haircut. It was definitely a treat to all fetishers and I enjoyed the video. But when I saw her previous pics with long hair, I was heartbroken. I regret for not paying attention to it. After cutting her hair I realised that I loved it, but it’s gone and now I am waiting for her to grow long so I can cut it but it will take some time. Ironically in my Cut List, not everyone has tempting long hair and I am waiting for them to grow long.

2019:

This was the time it has reached the extreme and everything has become a boring routine.

I found that older women and more obsessed with growing their hair long than the young ones. Actress Karisma Kapoor has been included in my Cut List recently because of her long hair which she never had in her early years. And so in my Bollywood fantasy List consists of:

Aishwarya Rai

Malaika Arora

Tabu

Sonali Bendre

Raveena Tandon

Karisma Kapoor

Because I am more into older woman, I began watching videos of mom and son and liked that a lot and longing to get a hot mom. While watching a video, it was unconscious but I began to rub my down and cummed quite a lot. This was when I realised what others were saying about masturbation. To be honest, this was the year where I masturbated consciously and so it has become a possible routine but after cumming, I feel I shouldn’t have done because I have to clear up after that.

After college, I was doing internship and the place i shifted to for the same didn’t have wifi and so access to self satisfaction was limited. But what i used to do was jerk on a particular porn video which i downloaded or on pictures of Malaika Arora which became a pretty boring exercise. I think because I have jerked a lot on Malla, I get a boner on seeing any post of her that she distracts me at workplace. Once I tried to watch a haircut video, and my hand went straight down. Even if it is Aishwarya Rai’s hot pic or video or any long hair play, I jerk on it. After doing, you feel you shouldn’t have done.

I developed a fantasy where I want a child to watch me cut his mother’s hair. I see a lot of long hair moms out with their child and always imagine of getting their hair and doing something with them in front of their child.

The fantasies are strong, but nothing really is happening to be honest and that is the time you almost give up. But what gives you hope is when you see the ones you has been in your cut list on tv flaunting their hair or any hair ads and so on.

Conclusion:

A lot has happened in the past one decade in terms of fetish. Am I satisfied with all that has happened? Not completely. It isn’t as fun as it used to be before. No one wants to chat and share things. They talk only when there’s a need. I am not sad about that either. Even if I have many ideas for stories, I don’t think it will happen as well. Jerking on to videos and pics isn’t really fun and it becomes a boring routine. I try fulfilling any of it in dreams be it a haircut or fun, but it has been long since I had wet dreams.

So what I am looking forward to another year; another decade? I hope a lot of things happen and also get to cut someone’s hair in real. I don’t want to carry my fetish for long and I will only stop it once I am completely satisfied.

Good luck with you all as well and let us all look forward to an extraordinary hair fetish decade.