Life is happening so we can't afford to spend on resources in order to satisfy our fetishes. With AI and all, we can do things which we can never do in real life. In that way, AI is useful; same with chatting with your favourite characters where we can seduce them or force them to cut their hairs and many other things which we wish we can do. It is fun for a little while but after sometimes, it gets boring.
This post isn't entirely about AI but just letting you know that I am still here and I am not sure if there are people reading this. There aren't anymore stories; there won't be like I said before but only experiences (if any and if they are interesting).
It's been fifteen years since I developed the hair fetish and all this time, I never got to fulfil my fetish by cutting a woman's hair or even play with them. I can't touch them anymore because I am an adult and I don't want to give an impression of a creep and I hold back even if I am tempted.
For instance, while I was travelling in a bus, a teenage girl was sitting in front of me and her hair was hanging from the back of her seat as she was talking to her friend. I had every chance to touch it but I knew I wouldn't dare because there are cameras everywhere and people are watching and obviously me touching her hair would be seen by other passengers and some might record it.
Very rarely, I got to touch woman's hair unless it happens involuntarily. I don't voluntarily make an effort because I know I can get in trouble. If I come across tempting long hair, I eye on it till it is out of my sight. I don't follow them throughout. I am not carrying scissors as I used to before because it is not going to happen. Forget cutting, I will not be able to touch her hair at all.
I think in the past two years, I have become more realistic in my approach. I acknowledged the fact that I will never get those hair. Not never ever. What I meant was strangers I come across. Never going to happen so just enjoy the sight. Same with all the Rapunzel models where you fantasise cutting their hairs which is obviously never going to happen. They might cut their hairs but you will not be the ones using scissors on those hairs. Unlike before, I don't comment on posts of Rapunzel models asking to cut their hair because I don't feel like it and I don't want to get blocked. When I am in my fantasies, I get so involved in it only at that time that I desperately want it to happen. Like I fantasise movie or TV characters because of their hair or age. I know they have aged and most of their hairs weren't real but it gives me pleasure at that little time.
With AI and all, it satisfied nearly all the fetishers. You can chat with them and generate images and videos to your liking. Now I am waiting for the AI version of the people or characters where we can interact live and do things, as that is where you can do now. I am waiting for it.
Learning haircutting is probably the healthy way of approaching your fetish but I want to do it in secret as I don't want my family to know of my fetish. But it costs money and time and I can't do it at this point of time because I am busy sorting my life out.
There is one experience that happened recently. I had my haircut... by a female barber. Well, it wasn't exactly planned but I wanted to go to a unisex salon and when I booked an appointment, it was a female for barbering. How did I feel about it? Well, nothing really. I only wanted it to be the other way around where I cut the female's hair. She has pinned her hair so I don't know how long her hair was.
That is how my fetish went. There is still watching haircut videos and all but not too frequent because it is the same old and sometimes a bit boring routine. Buying custom videos from rapunzel models and other channels isn't necessarily a great idea because you may not always get what you want. And most of the time would be delaying the process which can test your patience. I have purchased two videos from two rapunzels out of which one was good and decent and the other turned out to be unsatisfactory but still good and that to from one of my favourite rapunzels who was also hot.
Moving on, fantasies such as my attraction to mothers is very much there as I check on them a lot more than not but in a safe and respectful environment. Meaning, I don't make them uncomfortable or get too close. Even if I am forced to interact with them, I don't overstep the boundary. But when I happen to see them, if they are attractive, I watch them; eyes do all the talking and fantasise what I would do and then I move on. Nothing more and less.
However, one has to be very careful whilst doing all this stuff, and I take extra care in that because already Indians abroad are getting a lot of bad name for their lack of civic sense and I certainly don't want to be in that category.
Having said that, mothers are so hot whatever they wear and some of their hairs look really good irrespective of the length. I love boy moms more because that gives me a vivid fantasies about doing the boy's mother. Even in Instagram or Tiktok, there are certain creators who post just the usual trendy shit on their platforms and sometimes include their family members, and most of the time, the mothers are usually really attractive and there are comments of complimenting the mother(s), sometimes a bit too much and can be a bit inappropriate but reading them all turns me on. There are some women who have got the trend of being a hot mom and dress up based on that. I don't like those women. I love moms that don't try too hard in looking hot but still is. I want my first kiss to be a hot mom. After seeing a lot of them around and in reels and shows, I crave for them more. It turns me on.
Mothers and Hairs! This is what I want so badly at the moment.